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Living with Borderline Personality Disorder: A Dance of Intensity, Connection, and Resilience

At Modgepodgemystic.com and within the Mystic Mysteries, we weave magic into the everyday, embracing the sacred in all its shadows and light. Today, as Mental Health Awareness Month reaches its peak, I’m unveiling a raw, personal odyssey of living with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). This is more than a diagnosis—it’s a whirlwind dance with intense emotions, a testament to resilience, and a journey of forging connection from chaos. With the Moon casting its transformative glow outside, mirroring the depths within, I hope to shed light on the highs and lows, the longing, and the strength it’s carved into me. Let’s step into this cauldron of awareness together.

The Mystic’s Pulse: A Gift Woven in Intensity

Living with BPD is like being a mystic tending a pulsing cauldron, where emotions surge and ebb with a fierce, unpredictable rhythm. The intensity of my feelings—love that burns like a spell, fear that claws like a storm—defines my days. In moments of connection, I’ve poured my heart into crafting rituals with my husband, our bond a sacred incantation, or poured my energy into guiding my son with unwavering devotion. These highs are a gift, a fiery magic that turns vulnerability into creation—writing this post during a surge of emotional clarity, my hands trembling with passion as I type under the moon. This cycle ties me to the earth’s wild heartbeat, much like the winds that whisper through Minnesota’s forests or the lake shores where I find peace. The intensity, though draining, sharpens my grey witch empathy, a strength I’ve learned to harness.

The Void: Struggles of Abandonment and Emptiness

Yet this gift casts a shadow as deep as the night beyond my window. The downs of BPD plunge me into a void of abandonment fears and emptiness, where relationships feel fragile and my worth wavers. The cycles are a labyrinth of longing—days of deep connection give way to nights of isolation, leaving me questioning if I’ll be left behind. The intensity of heightened emotions is overwhelming; love can spiral into rage, and emptiness cloaks me in a despair that echoes the pain of my mother’s rejection or the chaos of my early years.

This emotional whirlwind brings a raw exhaustion, a soul-deep fatigue that lingers even after rest. During these lows, I’ve watched my son play, unable to join, my husband’s touch a distant echo as I withdraw into silence. The confusion is haunting—why do I crave closeness yet push it away? Diagnosed after years of mistaking my moods for teenage rebellion, the revelation of BPD was a jolt, shattering the stigma of “unstable” labels. For me, it’s rooted in trauma—abandonment and instability—wiring my heart to oscillate between extremes, a pattern I’m still unraveling.

The Whirlwind Within: Heightened Emotions and Inner Turmoil

The heightened emotions of BPD are a whirlwind within, a mystical force that both enchants and unsettles. In moments of connection, my senses ignite—every touch from my husband feels like a spell, every laugh with my son a revelation, my words flowing like a river of love. I’ve danced under the stars, our joy a ward against the dark, only to crash into fear where tears flood unbidden, and the world feels fractured. This intensity is a double-edged blade; it fuels my passion but leaves me raw, my emotions a wild current I struggle to steer.

The turmoil it breeds is a dark magic all its own. One moment, I’m planning a month of rituals, my heart a cauldron of hope; the next, I’m paralyzed by fear of rejection, my thoughts a tangled web. This oscillation mirrors the Moon’s depth—unpredictable, profound, and humbling. It’s intensified by life’s trials—raising a son on the spectrum, mending a marriage strained by mistrust, and facing the shadows of my past. Yet, within this chaos lies a strange beauty, a mystical thread I’m learning to braid into my practice.

Turning Intensity into Connection: The Alchemical Bond

The exhaustion of emotional surges is a crucible, a fire that threatens to overwhelm me, but I’ve learned to transmute it into connection. During intense phases, my heart races with longing—my hands shake, my mind spins, and rest eludes me. Left unchecked, this can spiral into isolation, amplifying my emptiness. Yet, I’ve harnessed this fire, channeling it into sacred bonds. I’ve written heartfelt letters to my community, designed rituals like the Heart’s Anchor, and nurtured my son with fierce love, turning sleepless nights into acts of devotion.

This alchemical process is a grey witch’s craft—taking the wildness of intensity and shaping it with intention. After my son sleeps, I’ve sat with my husband, our silence a spell of trust, mending the rifts BPD can create. His steady presence, holding space during these cycles, has been a grounding incantation, allowing me to ride the wave rather than drown in it. This transformation is a testament to resilience, a way to honor the highs while softening their edges, weaving my mental health into my mystical path.

The Cycles Unveiled: Navigating the Rhythm

BPD’s cycles are a rhythmic spell, a dance between connection and void that defines my existence. Intense bonding might last hours, a euphoric ascent where I pour love into my family, only to fade into fear that lingers for days. These shifts are not linear but a spiral, each cycle teaching me to anticipate and adapt. The confusion of transitioning—feeling cherished one hour, then abandoned the next—mirrors the Moon’s ebb, a raw reminder of my vulnerability.  

This rhythm has shaped my life’s narrative. The intensity after my son’s birth fueled a burst of connection—nurturing him with every ounce of me—only to crash into isolation, where I feared I’d lose all I held dear. Through Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), I’ve learned to map these cycles, using Wise Mind to balance the highs and lows. Nature, like the moonlit lake I visit, has been my teacher—its tides soothe my inner storm, a mystical mirror to my soul’s journey.

The Raw Truth: Emotional Depth and Its Lessons

The emotional depth of BPD is a raw, unfiltered magic, a force that both lifts and fractures. In moments of connection, I’ve felt boundless, my love for my husband a torrent, my creativity a flood—yet this can tip into fear, a sharp edge that severs trust. The void brings a quiet depth, a profound loneliness that weighs my spirit, where even small rejections feel catastrophic. This duality is a dark gift, teaching me empathy for others’ struggles, from my son’s spectrum challenges to the community I serve.

The exhaustion is a constant companion, a price paid for the depths. After an intense surge, I’ve collapsed, my body trembling, yet I’ve risen to write this post, turning fatigue into a narrative of strength. This depth has deepened my grey witch practice, blending connection and void into a holistic magic. The longing it brings—why do I feel this way?—is a riddle I’m solving with each cycle, a mystical quest that fuels my growth.

Embracing the Dance: A Lifelong Spell

Living with BPD is a sacred pilgrimage, a dance with my shadow that I’ve learned to embrace. The highs of connection, with their passionate fire, and the lows of void, with their quiet lessons, are threads in my tapestry. Through DBT, I’ve cultivated mindfulness to ride the waves, using rituals like sitting by the lake to ground my intensity, or journaling to process my fears. This acceptance is an act of self-love, a spell cast against the odds—born of abandonment, shaped by trauma, and tested by life’s trials.

To those reading, I invite you to see BPD not as a flaw, but as a unique magic—a strength in disguise. Ask questions, listen with an open heart, and meet this part of me with curiosity. If you walk this path, know your emotions are a power, a gift to wield with grace. My husband’s unwavering support and my son’s pure love have been anchors, teaching me to balance the storm within.

Six DBT Skills to Support Yourself if You Suspect BPD

If you’re beginning to suspect BPD, the journey of understanding can feel both sacred and overwhelming. DBT offers tools to ground, regulate, and approach your emotions with kindness. These six skills, infused with gentle magic, can guide you (Note: Seek a professional diagnosis and therapy for clarity and care):

  • Mindfulness: Observe Without Judgment
    Notice your emotional shifts without labeling them good or bad. Sit under the moon, breathe, and ask, “What am I feeling now?” Journal to track patterns, building awareness.
  • Distress Tolerance: TIPP Skill
    When intensity spikes, use TIPP (Temperature, Intense exercise, Paced breathing, Progressive relaxation). Splash cold water or walk to ground yourself, connecting to water’s flow.
  • Emotion Regulation: Opposite Action
    If fear pushes you to isolate, reach out instead. If rage urges confrontation, pause—shift the energy to counter the cycle’s pull.
  • Interpersonal Effectiveness: DEAR MAN
    Share your emotions with loved ones using DEAR MAN (Describe, Express, Assert, Reinforce, Mindful, Appear confident, Negotiate). Say, “I’m feeling overwhelmed—can you help me feel safe?”
  • Wise Mind: Balance Emotion and Logic
    Blend your intensity (e.g., “I need you now”) with reason (e.g., “I can wait if needed”). Journal, “What does my wise self choose?” to find harmony.
  • Self-Soothing: Create a Comfort Kit
    Build a kit with a smooth stone, rose oil, or a soft blanket. When emotions rise, use these to calm your senses, inviting peace like a forest meditation.

These are seeds of self-compassion—nurture them with a therapist’s guidance.

Supporting Someone You Think May Have BPD: Tips for Loved Ones

If you suspect a loved one has BPD, your support can be a lantern in their storm. Here are five tips, rooted in Cauldron Clarity’s open spirit:

  • Approach with Curiosity, Not Judgment
    Ask gently, “I’ve noticed your emotions shift—can you tell me about it?” Avoid labeling it as “overreacting,” honoring its depth.
  • Be Patient with Cycles
    If they’re intense or withdrawn, wait without pushing. Offer, “I’m here whenever you’re ready,” building trust.
  • Learn Their Triggers
    If they share what sparks highs or lows (e.g., rejection), note it. Say, “I’ll avoid that—let me know what helps,” showing respect.
  • Create a Calm Environment
    Reduce conflict or demands to ease their shifts. Suggest, “Let’s sit quietly together,” echoing nature’s grounding.
  • Encourage Professional Help Without Pressure
    Frame it as care: “A therapist might offer tools for this—want me to look into one?” Support their pace, like guiding a spell’s flow.

Your love can be a shield—educate yourself via resources like the National Alliance on Mental Illness ([nami.org](https://nami.org)) and stay present.

Final Thoughts

As Mental Health Awareness Month crescendos under the Scorpio Moon, let’s honor our hearts—intensity and void alike. This is a cauldron of possibility, where awareness fuels empowerment. Dive deeper with Cauldron Clarity on Patreon, and explore the Embrace Your Shadow Self program starting June 7—details at https://modgepodgemystic.com. Let’s weave this magic together.

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About Me!

I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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Living with Bipolar II Disorder: A Dance of Light, Shadow, and Resilience

At Modgepodgemystic.com and within the Mystic Mysteries, we weave magic into the everyday, embracing the sacred in all its shadows and light. Today, as Mental Health Awareness Month unfolds I’m baring my soul to share a raw, personal odyssey of living with Bipolar II Disorder. This is more than a diagnosis—it’s a tempestuous dance with heightened emotions, a testament to resilience, and a journey of harnessing chaos into creation. With the winds of a thunderstorm howling outside, mirroring the cycles within, I hope to illuminate the ups and downs, the confusion, and the intensity, while honoring the strength it’s forged in me. Let’s step into this cauldron of awareness together.

The Sorcerer’s Flame: A Gift Woven in Cycles

Living with Bipolar II Disorder is like being a sorcerer tending a dual-flamed cauldron, where manic highs and depressive lows flicker in unpredictable rhythm. Unlike the more intense mania of Bipolar I, my hypomania lifts me into a state of heightened energy, creativity, and euphoria—a magical surge where ideas cascade like a storm’s lightning. I’ve written dozen of poems in a single night, crafted multiple spell jars with frenzied precision, and planned rituals that were divinely inspired, my mind a whirlwind of possibility. These ups are a gift, a fiery alchemy that turns exhaustion into production, allowing me to channel the chaos into art, blog posts, and connection with my community.

This cycle connects me to the earth’s own wild pulse—much like the riverbank where I’ve found solace, or the moonlit woods where my husband and I steal moments of love. The hypomanic highs, though exhausting, offer a clarity that sharpens my grey witch intuition, a strength I’ve learned to wield. I’ve turned late-night manic bursts into creating my Flower Magic Guide, my hands trembling with energy as I type away under the Moon. It’s a resilience born from necessity, a dance with light that illuminates my path, even as it burns bright and fleeting.

The Abyss: Struggles of Depression and Confusion

Yet this gift casts a shadow as deep as the thunderstorm raging outside. The downs of Bipolar II plunge me into a depressive abyss, where the world dims, and every step feels like wading through mud. The cycles are a labyrinth of confusion—days of hypomanic productivity give way to weeks of lethargy, leaving me disoriented, questioning my worth and purpose. The intensity of heightened emotions is overwhelming; joy in mania can spiral into irritability, while depression cloaks me in a suffocating sadness that echoes the grief of my near-death as a mother or the betrayal of systemic maternal care.

This emotional rollercoaster brings a raw exhaustion, a bone-deep fatigue that lingers even after sleep. During depressive phases, I’ve stared at my son’s toys, unable to muster the energy to play, my husband’s voice a distant murmur as I retreat into silence. The confusion is maddening—why do I feel invincible one day and shattered the next? Diagnosed after years of mislabeling my moods as mere stress, the revelation of Bipolar II was a shock, shattering the media’s simplistic portrayal of “mood swings.” For me, it’s rooted in trauma—my mother’s emotional warfare —wiring my brain to oscillate between extremes, a pattern I’m still untangling.

The Tempest Within: Heightened Emotions and Inner Chaos

The heightened emotions of Bipolar II are a tempest within, a mystical force that both enchants and terrifies. In hypomania, my senses sharpen—colors blaze like a witch’s spell, music pulses through my veins, and every word I write feels like a revelation. I’ve danced under the stars with my husband, our laughter a spell against the odds, only to crash into depression where tears fall unbidden, and the world feels muted. This intensity is a double-edged sword; it fuels my creativity but leaves me raw, my emotions a wild river I struggle to navigate.

The confusion it breeds is a dark magic all its own. One moment, I’m plotting a month’s worth of blog posts, my mind a cauldron of ideas; the next, I’m paralyzed, unable to decide between tea or water, my thoughts a tangled knot. This oscillation mirrors the storm outside—unpredictable, powerful, and humbling. It’s intensified by life’s pressures—raising a son on the spectrum, healing a marriage tested by trust, and confronting the shadows of my past. Yet, within this chaos lies a strange beauty, a mystical thread I’m learning to weave into my practice.

Turning Mania into Creation: The Alchemical Fire

The exhaustion of mania is a crucible, a fire that threatens to consume me, but I’ve learned to transmute it into creation. During hypomanic episodes, my body buzzes with restless energy—my hands shake, my heart races, and sleep eludes me. Left unchecked, this can spiral into burnout, a crash that amplifies my depression. Yet, I’ve harnessed this fire, channeling it into productive magic. I’ve written thousands of words for this blog, designed rituals like the Storm Weaver’s Song, and crafted offerings for my Patreon community, turning sleepless nights into sacred work.

This alchemical process is a grey witch’s art—taking the wildness of mania and shaping it with intention. After my son falls asleep, I’ve stolen moments to paint under the moon, my brushstrokes a frantic dance that births beauty from exhaustion. My husband’s support, holding space during these cycles, has been a grounding spell, allowing me to ride the wave rather than drown in it. This transformation is a testament to resilience, a way to honor the highs while mitigating their toll, weaving my mental health into my mystical path.

The Cycles Unveiled: Navigating the Rhythm

Bipolar II’s cycles are a rhythmic spell, a dance between light and shadow that defines my days. Hypomania might last days, a euphoric ascent where I plan grand rituals or connect deeply with my son, only to fade into depression that lingers for weeks. These shifts are not linear but a spiral, each cycle teaching me to anticipate and adapt. The confusion of transitioning—feeling invincible one hour, then hollow the next—mirrors the thunderstorm’s unpredictability, a raw reminder of my humanity.

This rhythm has shaped my life’s narrative. The mania after my son’s birth fueled a burst of productivity—organizing our home, writing spells—only to crash into postpartum depression, where I feared I’d never rise again. Through Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), I’ve learned to map these cycles, using Wise Mind to balance the highs and lows. Nature, like the winds outside, has been my teacher—its chaos soothes my inner storm, a mystical mirror to my soul’s journey.

The Raw Truth: Emotional Intensity and Its Lessons

The emotional intensity of Bipolar II is a raw, unfiltered magic, a force that both lifts and shatters. In hypomania, I’ve felt invincible, my love for my husband a wildfire, my creativity a torrent—yet this can tip into agitation, a restless edge that frays my nerves. Depression brings a quiet intensity, a deep sorrow that weighs my spirit, where even the simplest tasks feel monumental. This duality is a dark gift, teaching me empathy for others’ struggles, from my son’s spectrum challenges to the community I serve.

The exhaustion is a constant companion, a price paid for the highs. After a manic burst, I’ve collapsed, my body trembling, yet I’ve risen to write this post, turning fatigue into a narrative of strength. This intensity has deepened my grey witch practice, blending shadow and light into a holistic magic. The confusion it brings—why do I feel this way?—is a riddle I’m solving with each cycle, a mystical quest that fuels my growth.

Embracing the Dance: A Lifelong Spell

Living with Bipolar II is a sacred pilgrimage, a dance with my shadow that I’ve learned to embrace. The ups of hypomania, with their creative fire, and the downs of depression, with their quiet lessons, are threads in my tapestry. Through DBT, I’ve cultivated mindfulness to ride the waves, using rituals like sitting by the river to ground my mania, or journaling to process my lows. This acceptance is an act of self-love, a spell cast against the odds— being the result of teenage pregnancy, maternal near-death, marital trials.

To those reading, I invite you to see Bipolar II not as a burden, but as a unique magic—a strength in disguise. Ask questions, listen with an open heart, and meet this part of me with curiosity. If you walk this path, know your cycles are a power, a gift to wield with grace. My husband’s steady presence and my son’s innocent joy have been anchors, teaching me to balance the storm within.

Six DBT Skills to Support Yourself if You Suspect Bipolar II

If you’re beginning to suspect Bipolar II, the journey of understanding can feel both sacred and overwhelming. DBT offers tools to ground, regulate, and approach your cycles with kindness. These six skills, infused with gentle magic, can guide you (Note: Seek a professional diagnosis and therapy for clarity and care):

  1. Mindfulness: Observe Without Judgment
    Notice your mood shifts without labeling them good or bad. Sit under the stars, breathe, and ask, “What am I feeling now?” Journal to track patterns, building awareness.
  2. Distress Tolerance: TIPP Skill
    When depression or mania spikes, use TIPP (Temperature, Intense exercise, Paced breathing, Progressive relaxation). Splash cold water or walk to ground yourself, connecting to earth’s stability.
  3. Emotion Regulation: Opposite Action
    If mania pushes you to overwork, rest instead. If depression urges isolation, reach out—shift the energy to counter the cycle’s pull.
  4. Interpersonal Effectiveness: DEAR MAN
    Share your cycles with loved ones using DEAR MAN (Describe, Express, Assert, Reinforce, Mindful, Appear confident, Negotiate). Say, “I’m feeling a high—can you help me pace myself?”
  5. Wise Mind: Balance Emotion and Logic
    Blend your euphoria (e.g., “I can do it all”) with reason (e.g., “I need rest too”). Journal, “What does my wise self choose?” to find harmony.
  6. Self-Soothing: Create a Comfort Kit
    Build a kit with a smooth stone, lavender oil, or a soft shawl. When cycles rise, use these to calm your senses, inviting peace like a forest meditation.

These are seeds of self-compassion—nurture them with a therapist’s guidance.

Supporting Someone You Think May Have Bipolar II: Tips for Loved Ones

If you suspect a loved one has Bipolar II, your support can be a lantern in their storm. Here are five tips, rooted in Cauldron Clarity’s open spirit:

  1. Approach with Curiosity, Not Judgment
    Ask gently, “I’ve noticed your energy shifts—can you tell me about it?” Avoid labeling it as “moodiness,” honoring its depth.
  2. Be Patient with Cycles
    If they’re manic or low, wait without pushing. Offer, “I’m here whenever you’re ready,” building trust.
  3. Learn Their Triggers
    If they share what sparks highs or lows (e.g., stress), note it. Say, “I’ll help reduce pressure—let me know what works,” showing respect.
  4. Create a Calm Environment
    Reduce noise or demands to ease their shifts. Suggest, “Let’s sit by the window for peace,” echoing nature’s grounding.
  5. Encourage Professional Help Without Pressure
    Frame it as care: “A therapist might offer tools for this—want me to look into one?” Support their pace, like guiding a spell’s flow.

Your love can be a shield—educate yourself via resources like the National Alliance on Mental Illness (nami.org) and stay present.

My Bipolar II Journey: From Chaos to Creation

My life has been a tapestry of trauma, with Bipolar II as a vibrant, chaotic thread, diagnosed after years of misattributing my moods to stress or grief. The revelation was a thunderclap—media’s portrayal of wild mania didn’t fit, but the truth emerged: Bipolar II is a cycle of hypomania and depression, mine shaped by my mother’s emotional abuse, housefires, and many deaths. After my son’s birth, mania fueled a nesting frenzy, only to crash into postpartum depression, a darkness I feared I’d never escape. The exhaustion was relentless, stealing presence, until DBT became my guide.

Through mindfulness and Wise Mind, I’ve turned Bipolar II into an ally. The ups—creativity, energy—now fuel my magic, like crafting this post during a hypomanic surge, while the downs—sadness, fatigue—teach me surrender. This shift deepens my empathy, connecting me to others’ struggles, a truth that our shadows are part of our power. The storm outside mirrors this journey—wild, unpredictable, yet transformative.

Acknowledging the Ongoing Journey

Healing is a spiral, not a straight line. Bipolar II ebbs and flows, some days lifting me to create, others pulling me into rest. I falter, but I ride the waves with DBT, using nature’s storms to soothe my cycles. This acceptance transforms the struggle into a dance with my shadow—a lifelong spell cast with love, guided by the Scorpio Moon’s wisdom.

Expanding on Mental Illness This Month

This month, we’ll explore Bipolar II, alongside OCD, BPD, BED, and DID, sharing stories, DBT skills, and magical practices. Each week, I’ll dive into one illness, offering insights and community space. Join me on this path—your voice matters.

Final Thoughts

As Mental Health Awareness Month storms through, let’s honor our minds—light and shadow alike. This is a cauldron of possibility, where awareness fuels empowerment. Dive deeper with Cauldron Clarity on Patreon, and explore the Embrace Your Shadow Self program starting June 7—details in the shop now! Let’s weave this magic together.

Join the sacred circle today!
About Me

I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

Shop Now!

Explore my offerings—personalized shadow work sessions, womb healing, eBooks for self-guided growth, Tarot readings for divine guidance, and more—in my shop. Let’s journey together into the mysteries, where duality becomes your greatest ally, and magic becomes your birthright.

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A Pilgrim’s Journey to the Stella Maris Chapel: Echoes of the Wild and the Divine

As I turned off County Road 159 onto the rugged trail leading into Saint John’s Nature Preserve, the air thickened with an ancient, untamed pulse. The late afternoon sun filtered through the dense canopy, casting dappled shadows over the path as I embarked on a pilgrimage to the Stella Maris Chapel—a hidden sanctuary nestled on the shores of Sagatagan Lake. This wasn’t just a hike; it was a sacred odyssey, the longest I’ve undertaken, stretching my body and soul across the preserve’s wild expanse. The crunch of leaves and the distant call of a loon filled the silence, a symphony of nature that wrapped around me like a cloak. I felt a shiver—not from the cooling air, but from the raw magic of this land, whispering tales of its pre-colonial spirit, the unique Lily of the Mohawks statue, and the chapel’s haunting, powerful presence that drew me back three times in a single week.

Where Is the Stella Maris Chapel? 

For those unfamiliar with this sacred site, the Stella Maris Chapel lies within the Saint John’s Nature Preserve, part of the Saint John’s University campus near Collegeville, Minnesota, about 10 miles west of St. Cloud. Accessible via a winding trail from the Abbey Arboretum, the chapel sits on a small peninsula jutting into Sagatagan Lake, a serene body of water surrounded by rolling hills and dense forest. The preserve itself spans over 2,500 acres, a haven of oak savannas, wetlands, and prairies, but the chapel’s location demands a pilgrimage hike of over three miles round-trip, its isolation adding to its mystique. This journey, the most intimate I’ve experienced with the land, brought me face-to-face with its creatures—deer darting through the underbrush, geese honking overhead—and the unseen beings and spirits that seem to guard this place. The chapel, built in 1915 and renovated over the decades, stands as a testament to devotion, its stark simplicity belying a message that roared louder than any I’ve encountered.

The Land Before White Colonization

Before the arrival of European settlers, this land was the domain of the Ojibwe and Dakota peoples, who thrived here for millennia. The area around Saint John’s, part of the broader central Minnesota landscape, was a rich tapestry of seasonal camps, trade routes, and sacred sites. The Ojibwe, known for their deep connection to the water and sky, likely revered Sagatagan Lake as a spiritual nexus, its shores a place for ceremonies and offerings. The Dakota, whose ancestral lands included this region, saw it as part of their creation story, a land where the earth and sky met in harmony, long before the imposition of colonial boundaries. Archaeological evidence suggests petroglyphs ( we even uncovered our own) and burial mounds dotted the area, hinting at a vibrant Indigenous culture that honored the land’s wild spirit.

The arrival of white settlers in the 1850s, spurred by the establishment of Saint John’s Abbey in 1856, marked a shift. The monks, Benedictines from Pennsylvania, cleared forests and drained wetlands to build their priory, displacing the Indigenous presence. Yet, the land’s ancient energy persists, felt in the rustle of leaves and the call of the wind, a reminder of the spirits who once danced here. This history adds a layer of complexity to my pilgrimage—a dialogue between the land’s original keepers and the sacred space now claimed by the chapel, a tension that fuels its magic.

The Magic in the Land  

The magic of this land is a living force, woven into every root, ripple, and whisper. As I walked, I felt the earth’s pulse beneath my feet, a heartbeat that synced with my own, carrying the echoes of Indigenous rituals and the monks’ prayers. The air hummed with unseen energy—spirits of the Ojibwe and Dakota lingering in the trees, their songs blending with the rustle of leaves, while the lake’s surface shimmered with a silvery glow, reflecting a portal to other realms. The preserve’s creatures—beavers, loons, turtles, cranes, frogs, geese, and deer—served as messengers, their presence a reminder of the wild divinity that thrives here. This magic is raw and untamed, a cauldron of power that drew me back three times, each visit deepening my connection to the land’s ancient soul. It’s a place where the veil thins, where a grey witch like me can commune with the spirits, feel the weight of history, and find healing in the wild embrace of nature.

The Unique Lily of the Mohawks Statue

Near the trail’s beginning, overlooking the tranquil expanse of Sagatagan Lake, stands the statue of Lily of the Mohawks, a figure that stopped me in my tracks. Carved from weathered limestone, she appears as the first Native American woman saint, her likeness a striking blend of Indigenous grace and spiritual authority. Her braided hair cascades over her shoulders, a testament to her heritage, while a loyal dog sits at her feet, a guardian of her sacred domain. Surrounding her base are delicate lilies, their white petals glowing in the soft light, symbolizing purity and resilience. This representation, unlike the traditional Marian figures, feels deeply personal—a bridge between the land’s Indigenous past and the chapel’s Christian present, her gaze watching over the lake like a sentinel of the wild.  

Her presence, rooted in local lore as the first Native American saint, adds a layer of mystery—perhaps a nod to an unrecorded Indigenous holy woman canonized by the monks in reverence. Standing before her, I felt a surge of connection, her eyes seeming to hold the wisdom of the ages, drawing me back to this trailhead again and again. This unique statue, set against the lake’s mirrored surface, amplified the preserve’s magic, a silent invitation to honor the land’s original keepers.

A Magic That Called Me Back

The magic of this place hit me like a thunderclap. The first visit, on a golden evening, left me trembling with its intensity—the lake’s reflection, the spirits’ whispers, the land’s pulse. I returned the next night, drawn by Lily of the Mohawks gaze, and again the next day afternoon each time feeling the energy deepen. Three visits in one week, an unheard-of pull for me, spoke to the site’s sacred potency. The hike, the longest I’ve endured, wound through wetlands and hills, each step a communion with the earth. I encountered a beaver staring into my soul, a family of geese guiding my path, and an unseen presence that seemed to watch, a guardian or perhaps a spirit unsettled by my intrusion.

This intimacy with the land and its creatures, combined with the chapel’s spiritual charge, made it a pilgrimage unlike any other. The spirits here—Indigenous echoes, monastic devotion, and wild nature—wove a tapestry of magic that anchored me, a grey witch seeking truths in the unseen. The land’s history and the chapel’s message fused into a call I couldn’t ignore, a sacred dance that left me both humbled and empowered.

My First Visit

On my first visit, I stood at the threshold of the Minnesota woods, where sunlight weaves golden threads through ancient pines and shadows cradle secrets older than time. Under Taurus’s grounding embrace, with Beltane’s embers still warm (May 1) and Mother’s Day (May 11) calling us to nurture our souls, I prepared to hike amidst the beings, whispers, and hidden realms of these sacred groves. In Mental Health Awareness Month, this journey was a spell of connection—to Gaia, to the unseen, to the self. Join me in this post as I unravel the mystical tapestry of the woods, where light and shadow dance, and I share a meditative ritual to deepen your own pilgrimage.

A Portal to the Multiverse

The Minnesota woods are no ordinary forest—they are a living cathedral, a liminal space where the veil between worlds thins. Towering oaks and whispering birches stand as sentinels, their roots entwined with the dreams of ancestors and the songs of the fae. Sunlight spills through the canopy, painting the forest floor with sigils of warmth, while shadows pool in hollows, hiding doorways to other realms. Here, the air hums with the chatter of unseen beings—sprites darting among ferns, spirits murmuring in the rustle of leaves, and ancient guardians watching from moss-covered stones. Each step is a communion with Gaia, a dance with the divine feminine who cradles both light and shadow in her embrace.

As I hiked, I felt the woods’ pulse sync with my own. The sunlight warmed my skin, a reminder of life’s radiant gifts, while the shadows invited me to face my inner mysteries—grief from my mother’s betrayal, fears of loss. The Minnesota woods, with their lakes reflecting starlight and trails winding through cedar and maple, are a mirror for the soul. They teach me to walk in balance, to listen to the whispers of intuition, and to honor the unseen realms that guide my path. In these groves, I am both seeker and seer, a mystic weaving through the multiverse’s tapestry.

The Magic of Light and Shadow

The woods are a grey magic practice, a sacred interplay of light and shadow that mirrors my spiritual path. The sunlight, filtering through leaves, is a spell of clarity, illuminating truths I’ve buried—my resilience, my creativity, my worth. It’s the divine feminine’s nurturing glow, akin to Macha’s fierce love urging me to bloom like the wildflowers dotting the forest floor. Yet the shadows are equally sacred, holding the mysteries I must face: the pain of my son’s near-fatal birth and the weight of ancestral wounds. These shadows are not to be feared but embraced, for they cradle the wisdom of the unseen—whispers of spirits, echoes of past lives, and portals to realms where healing awaits.

In Mental Health Awareness Month, this hike is a DBT practice of radical acceptance, a moment to hold my light and shadow with compassion. The woods teach me to pause, to breathe, to listen. A chipmunk’s scamper becomes a message of playfulness; a raven’s call, a nudge to trust my intuition. The Minnesota woods, with their glacial-carved trails and sacred springs, remind me that healing is not linear but cyclical, like the seasons.

Encounters with the Unseen

As I treaded deeper, the woods reveal their hidden realms. A glint in the underbrush might be a fairy’s glance; a sudden breeze, the breath of a forest guardian. The Minnesota woods are alive with beings—elementals weaving through roots, ancestors lingering in the hum of a stream, and deities like Danu whispering through the pines. These encounters are subtle, felt in the heart rather than seen with the eyes. They remind me that I am never alone, that the multiverse walks with me. The woods are a sanctuary where I can release the noise of the world, ground in Taurus’s earthy wisdom, and hear the whispers of my soul.

This hike was a pilgrimage to reconnect with my divine feminine, to honor the nurturing, creative spark within. It’s a rebellion against a world that demands constant doing, offering instead the magic of being. As I walked, I felt the woods’ invitation to weave my story into theirs, to become a thread in their ancient tapestry. The sunlight and shadows, the beings and whispers, all conspire to remind me: I am enough, a mystic born of starlight and earth.

The Chapel: Bare Yet Booming

The Stella Maris Chapel itself is a stark contrast to ornate cathedrals—a bare, Romanesque structure of fieldstone and concrete, its interior stripped to essentials: a simple altar, a few pews, and a statue of the Virgin Mary framed by stained-glass windows. Yet, it’s the most barren chapel I’ve seen, and paradoxically, the one with the loudest message. The lack of adornment forces focus on the raw essence of faith, a shout against the noise of modern excess. The windows, depicting Mary as Stella Maris—Our Lady, Star of the Sea—cast a cool blue light, her image serene yet commanding, her hands outstretched as if guiding lost souls across an ocean of trials.

What makes this representation unique, especially in a landlocked state like Minnesota, is the maritime imagery. Stella Maris, a title rooted in Mary as a beacon for sailors, feels out of place amid prairies and lakes, yet its presence here speaks volumes. It suggests a universal call—Mary as a guide not just over seas, but through the storms of life, a message amplified by the chapel’s isolation. The renovation in 2007, with its stucco exterior and Mexican tile floor, added a modern touch, but the original 1915 design by Gilbert Winkelmann, OSB, retains its austere power. Standing inside, I felt the weight of that message, a call to resilience and surrender, echoing the farmers’ prayers at the Grasshopper Chapel.

My Nighttime Encounter: A Dance with the Wild Unknown

On my second trip back this was a night time hike. The woods at night are a cauldron of raw, untamed magic—where shadows breathe, portals hum, and the veil thins under the moon’s watchful gaze. As a grey witch and mystic, I’ve long known the nocturnal forest holds secrets the sun can never touch, a realm where entities—ancient, wild, and riddled with power—emerge from the dark. These beings demand respect, an understanding of their essence, for they are not to be trifled with. Hiking through these woods under moonlight, you cross thresholds into places unseen by day, where conversations with entities are laced with riddles, spiked with adrenaline, and shadowed by fear that sharpens your senses like a blade.

Just after the sun dipped below the horizon on May 4th, my husband and I ventured deep into the forest’s embrace, the air thick with the magic of Beltane’s lingering fire. The trees whispered warnings, their branches clawing at the stars, when an entity—its energy a storm of hunger and curiosity—decided we were its prey. It wanted our attention, and it would not be ignored. With a force that tore through the mundane, it unzipped and ripped open our backpack, pulling our keys from the bottom and hurling them down the trail, a deliberate act to keep us in its domain. The forest pulsed with its presence, a shadowy form flickering between the trees, its breath hot on our necks as we ran, its energy clawing past our shields.

But the forest has its guardians, and they spoke through my husband, their psychic guidance a lifeline in the chaos. They whispered which roots to step on for protection, which to avoid as traps, which turns to take, and when to duck from unseen blows. I felt the earth’s pulse beneath my feet, guiding us through the darkness, while a voice—ancient and fierce—rose within me, guiding me through a protection incantation I’d never spoken before: “By root and star, by shadow’s scar, we are shielded, we are free, so mote it be.” Our shields flared, a shimmering barrier of light, and we broke past the entity’s barrier, its pursuit halting at the edge of its realm. Yet it followed us along the boundary, its eyes glinting with a promise: we’d meet again.

In that moment, fear coursed through us, but so did power—a duality we know well as witches. This encounter was a message, a reminder of the sovereignty we carry, a power other beings crave. The entity’s chase connected us to our primal strength, showing us the magic we wield when we stand in our truth, even in the face of shadow. The woods at night are not just a place of fear—they’re a crucible where we forge our courage, where we dance with the unknown and emerge stronger.

A Day with Family: Geese and Synchronicity

On my third trip back to these sacred woods and chapel it was a family unschooling excursion. This trip was under a sky where the sun reigned high and golden, my little family—my husband, our son, and I—set out on a sacred hike, our shoes brushing through the earth’s whispers as we sought nature’s embrace and the Stella Maris chapel. The air danced with Beltane’s lingering magic, and the lake sparkled like a mirror to the multiverse, reflecting the sun’s radiant power. As we reached the end of a weathered bridge, our path was gently blocked—not by stone or shadow, but by a family of four geese, their golden eyes gleaming with quiet wisdom. A mother, a father, and two goslings, standing as sentinels, halted our journey with a grace that felt orchestrated by the unseen.

We paused, spellbound, watching as they waddled with purpose, their feathers catching the sunlight like runes of protection. My son giggled, his voice a chime in the brightness, and we waited, honoring their rhythm. Then, with a nod from the universe, they moved forward, and we followed—our small human family trailing this goose kindred, step by step, until they led us to an overlook where they settled into their own family moment, gazing at the lake’s depths. It was a dance of synchronicity, a magical encounter that left my witch’s heart racing with meaning.

From a spiritual viewpoint, geese are messengers of community, loyalty, and guidance, their family unit mirroring ours with uncanny precision—four souls, bound by love, navigating life’s path. This meeting felt like a sign from the divine, a confirmation that our choice to forge a tiny village with healthy boundaries is blessed by the earth’s magic. The geese’s leadership spoke of protection, urging us to trust our journey, while their overlook moment whispered of reflection—reminding us to pause and honor our bond, especially as we heal from past wounds. As a grey witch, I see this as a spell woven by Gaia herself, a synchronicity tying our path to the transformative energy of nature signaling abundance and stability in our unconventional way. This encounter was more than chance—it was a mystical mirror, reflecting our resilience and the love that guides us. My son, a spark of joy in our lives, watched with wide eyes, learning from these feathered kin. For me, it’s a call to weave protection and gratitude into our days, to see the magic in every step.

The Meditative Ritual for the Woods

To deepen your hike’s magic, try this meditative ritual, designed to connect with the Minnesota woods’ beings and realms, whether you’re in Minnesota or your own sacred grove. Perform it during your hike or in a quiet outdoor space.

What You’ll Need:

  • Moss agate or clear quartz (for grounding)
  • Small offering (e.g., biodegradable flowers, seeds, or water)
  • Journal and pen
  • Comfortable hiking gear

Steps:

  1. Prepare Your Heart: Before entering the woods, stand at the trailhead, holding the moss agate or clear quartz. Breathe deeply, grounding into Gaia’s pulse. Set an intention: “I walk to connect with the beings, whispers, and realms of these woods, honoring my light and shadow.”
  2. Invoke the Forest Spirits: As you begin hiking, speak softly: “Spirits of the Minnesota woods, guardians of shadow and light, I honor your presence. Guide my steps, whisper your wisdom, and open my heart to the multiverse.” Feel the air shift, a sign of their welcome.
  3. Walk with Awareness: Hike slowly, noticing sunlight and shadow. Pause to touch a tree, feeling its pulse. Listen for whispers—a bird’s song, a leaf’s rustle. Visualize your sacral chakra glowing, connecting to the divine feminine. If a being’s presence feels near, nod in respect, trusting your intuition.
  4. Meditate in a Sacred Spot: Find a quiet spot—a clearing, a stream, a mossy rock. Sit, holding the stone, and close your eyes. Visualize a rose-gold light weaving through the woods, linking you to its beings. Ask: “What wisdom do you offer? What shadows do I embrace?” Let visions or feelings arise—perhaps a memory, a message, or a sense of peace.
  5. Offer Gratitude: Place your offering (flowers, seeds, or water) on the earth, saying: “I honor the woods, their beings, and their realms with this gift, in gratitude for your guidance.” Feel the forest’s energy pulse in thanks.
  6. Journal Your Insights: Write: “What whispers did I hear? What realms did I sense? How do my light and shadow weave together?” Let your soul’s truth flow. Keep the stone with you to carry the woods’ magic.
  7. Close the Ritual: Stand, thanking the spirits: “Blessed beings of the woods, I carry your wisdom in my heart.” Continue hiking, feeling lighter, grounded in Gaia’s embrace. At home, rest, hydrate, and reflect.

Final Reflections

The Stella Maris Chapel is more than a structure—it’s a living altar, its barren walls shouting a message of faith and freedom, its unique Marian representation a beacon in a landlocked state. The land’s pre-colonial spirit, Lily of the Mohawks enigmatic presence, and the wild intimacy of the preserve create a pilgrimage site of unparalleled depth. The magic I felt, pulling me back three times, mirrors the resilience of the Ojibwe and Dakota who once thrived here, and the devotion of the monks who built this chapel. This journey, the longest and most intimate I’ve walked, left me transformed, a grey witch attuned to the land’s creatures and spirits. The entity’s chase and the geese’s blessing are threads in this sacred tapestry, urging me to return. If you seek a pilgrimage that challenges and heals, visit Stella Maris. Stand by the lake, feel Lily of the Mohawks gaze, and listen to the land’s wild song. I’ll be back soon to walk this path again.

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I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

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 New Moon in Gemini: Embracing Curiosity and Communication

The new moon in Gemini on May 26, 2025, sweeps in with a vibrant, airy energy that ignites our minds and invites us to explore the realms of communication, curiosity, and connection. This new moon, nestled in the witty, versatile, and inquisitive air sign of Gemini, offers a sacred moment to plant seeds of knowledge, social bonds, and intellectual growth in our lives. New moons are always a time to start fresh, set intentions, and envision your future—but this Gemini new moon, arriving as we transition from Taurus’s grounding into Gemini’s lively dance, doubles as a powerful opportunity to embrace change and honor the flow of ideas. For me, this moon feels particularly resonant after my recent reflections on duality during Minnesota’s spring awakening, as it continues the theme of aligning with nature’s cycles and finding harmony in movement.

Gemini is all about curiosity, communication, and the joy of learning. This new moon encourages us to engage with the world, share our voices, and embrace the duality within us. As a sign ruled by Mercury, the planet of thought and travel, Gemini reminds us to stay adaptable, seek new perspectives, and connect with others. This new moon is the time to tap into the most inquisitive, expressive version of yourself—the one that whispers, “I am open to the wisdom and connections life offers.” Let this New Moon in Gemini lift you on the winds of inspiration, helping you manifest a life of intellectual richness, social harmony, and boundless exploration.

New Moon: What It Is and Why We Honor It 

Every month, the new moon ushers us into a fresh cycle, a moment to pause, reflect, and set intentions. Before we dive into Gemini’s airy magic, let’s ground ourselves in the essence of the new moon itself. This lunar phase is a time to cleanse your energy, set intentions for the cycle ahead, and plant the seeds of what you wish to manifest. But intentions alone aren’t enough—you must pair them with action and energy to bring them to life. The new moon supports you in this process, offering a fertile space for new ideas, beginnings, and growth.

Historically, our ancestors honored the new moon as a time of rest and renewal, using the darkness of the night sky to reflect and plan, much like they did during seasonal shifts. Think of your intentions as seeds you’re planting now, to be nurtured over the lunar cycle and harvested by the full moon. Each new moon carries its own unique magic, influenced by the zodiac sign it falls in. To learn more about working with the new moon, check out my previous blog post here. For a deeper dive into lunar magic, explore my comprehensive guide here, or watch my class on YouTube with Divination Academy here!

Gemini: The Sign of Curiosity and Communication

Each new moon is amplified by the zodiac sign it occupies, and this time, we’re blessed with the lively, intellectual energy of Gemini. So, who is Gemini?

Gemini, symbolized by the Twins, is the third sign of the zodiac, governing those born between May 21 and June 20. As an air sign ruled by Mercury, Gemini embodies curiosity, communication, and a love for exchange—think lively conversations, new books, or the thrill of a fresh idea. Gemini energy is quick, adaptable, and multifaceted, encouraging us to explore multiple perspectives and build connections. It’s a mutable sign, meaning it’s all about flexibility, change, and bridging ideas, making it a perfect guide for navigating life’s dualities.

Gemini Constellation

Gemini is one of the prominent constellations in the northern sky, visible in the evening during late winter and spring. The constellation is symbolized by the twins Castor and Pollux, representing duality and unity. Its history traces back to ancient Mesopotamia, where it was linked to the story of twin gods, and later adopted by the Greeks. Gemini sits near Orion and the bright star Sirius, with its own notable stars, Castor and Pollux, marking the heads of the twins.

In Greek mythology, the constellation Gemini commemorates Castor and Pollux, the sons of Leda. Born from an egg after Zeus, disguised as a swan, seduced Leda, the twins shared a bond of brotherhood. Castor was mortal, while Pollux was immortal. When Castor died, Pollux begged Zeus to share his immortality, leading Zeus to place them together in the sky as the Gemini constellation, symbolizing eternal unity and duality. In another tale, the twins were seen as protectors of sailors, their stars guiding ships through stormy seas.

Meanwhile, the Aboriginal Australians viewed the Gemini stars as two young brothers or hunters, part of the Emu in the Sky story, using their positions to mark seasonal changes for hunting and gathering. In Babylonian mythology, the twins were linked to the god Marduk and his companion, representing wisdom and communication, guiding humanity’s intellectual pursuits.

Gemini: The Sign of Versatility and Connection

Gemini is the embodiment of airy versatility, ruled by Mercury, the planet of communication, intellect, and travel. This sign revels in the mental world—think spirited debates, new friendships, and the pursuit of knowledge. Gemini energy is dynamic, curious, and deeply connected to the mind, encouraging us to embrace change and engage with others. As a mutable air sign, Gemini is the breeze of the zodiac, offering adaptability, social grace, and a knack for weaving ideas into reality.

This new moon in Gemini is a time to embrace your inner storyteller, planting seeds that will grow into vibrant conversations and insights. Gemini, ruled by Mercury, invites us to focus on communication, learning, and the joy of connection. We may feel a surge of desire to explore new ideas, connect with others, and express ourselves freely. Use this energy to lift your voice, to seek wisdom, and to cultivate a sense of harmony that flows through your relationships and intellect.

Gemini: The Sign of Duality and Intellect 

Gemini rules the third house in astrology, often called the house of communication, siblings, and short journeys. This house governs how we express ourselves, learn, and connect with our immediate environment, reflecting our ability to share and grow through interaction. Gemini, as the ruler of this house, teaches us that true wisdom comes from embracing duality and engaging with diverse perspectives. This sign encourages us to value our intellect, to celebrate our versatility, and to create a life that reflects mental richness.

Gemini energy is a reminder that we are multifaceted, capable of holding multiple truths. It’s the sign that helps us cultivate a strong sense of curiosity, grounded in openness rather than rigidity. During this new moon, focus on what sparks your mind, connects you to others, and invites you to explore. Gemini invites us to build a life that feels rich in every sense—intellectually, socially, and creatively.

Themes of the Gemini New Moon

Every new moon carries themes tied to its zodiac sign, and this Gemini new moon is all about curiosity, communication, and duality. We’ll feel a deep pull to engage with the world, to share our thoughts, and to embrace the interplay of opposites within us. This new moon is about planting seeds for intellectual growth, strengthening social bonds, and honoring the flow of ideas. If you’ve been holding back your voice or resisting new perspectives, this is your cosmic invitation to speak your truth and explore with an open heart.

  • Curiosity: Open your mind to new ideas and seek knowledge with wonder.  
  • Communication: Share your voice and connect with others through words or art.  
  • Duality: Embrace the twin aspects of your nature—light and shadow, logic and intuition.  
  • Versatility: Adapt to change and explore multiple paths with flexibility.  
  • Connection: Build relationships and strengthen your community ties.  
  • Learning: Dive into books, courses, or conversations to expand your mind.  
  • Expression: Create through writing, speaking, or creative projects.  
  • Playfulness: Infuse joy and lightheartedness into your practice and life.

What to Be Cautious Of With the Gemini New Moon

While Gemini energy is lively and inquisitive, it can also lead to scattered thoughts and inconsistency. Gemini loves variety, which might make us jump between ideas or commitments, leaving projects unfinished. Be mindful of overthinking or becoming too detached—ground your curiosity with focus and follow through on your intentions. Additionally, Gemini’s duality can tip into indecision, so balance your exploration with clarity.

This new moon also calls for balance between connection and solitude. While Gemini thrives on social interaction, don’t neglect your inner world. As I’ve learned through my own journey with spring’s awakening, there’s magic in engaging with others—but wisdom often grows in quiet reflection, even amidst Gemini’s buzz. Use this energy to connect, but carve out space for yourself too.

Gemini and Duality

As a grey witch, I always seek the duality in every energy I work with, including the new moon and the zodiac sign it occupies. Let’s explore the duality of Gemini. On one hand, Gemini is curious, communicative, and versatile, offering a dynamic foundation for growth and a deep appreciation for intellectual exchange. This energy is perfect for exploring new ideas, building connections, and embracing change. On the other hand, Gemini can be scattered and indecisive, sometimes leading to restlessness or a lack of depth. This duality reminds us that while versatility is a gift, we must also anchor our thoughts to create meaningful outcomes.

The new moon itself is a liminal space, embodying duality through its balance of light and shadow. It’s a time of beginnings, but those beginnings are born from endings—a cycle of death and rebirth. Just as I found harmony in Minnesota’s spring duality, this Gemini new moon invites us to find balance between exploration and focus, between connection and introspection.

Correspondences for the Gemini New Moon

First, what is a correspondence? Correspondences are items or symbols that connect you to a specific energy, honoring and venerating it through representation. Below are correspondences for the Gemini new moon, but always trust your intuition when choosing what to work with. You can also use items associated with the moon itself.

  • Planet: Mercury  
  • Animal: Butterfly, twin birds  
  • Element: Air  
  • Sex: Masculine  
  • Modality: Mutable  
  • Symbol: The Twins  
  • Colors: Yellow, light blue, silver, white  
  • Motto: I think  
  • Chakra: Throat  
  • Herbs: Lavender, dill, parsley, lemongrass, peppermint, fennel  
  • Stones/Crystals: Citrine, aquamarine, clear quartz, blue lace agate, tiger’s eye  
  • Tarot: The Lovers  
  • House: Third House

How to Connect to the Gemini New Moon

Now that we’ve explored the curious, communicative energy of this Gemini new moon, let’s discuss how to connect with it. Start with your foundational lunar practices, like charging your crystals, making moon water, and resetting your altar, as outlined in my previous blog post here.

This new moon in Gemini highlights magic related to communication, curiosity, duality, and connection. You can also tap into the energy of late spring, social gatherings, and intellectual pursuits. Below are some ideas to inspire you, but follow your intuition. For more lunar magic tips, check out my Pinterest page

  • Communication rituals (e.g., writing letters or speaking affirmations)
  • Curiosity spells for learning or exploring new skills
  • Duality meditations to balance your twin aspects
  • Connection magic (e.g., a ritual to strengthen friendships)
  • Create a vision board for intellectual and social goals
  • Perform air magic with incense or feathers for manifestation
  • Journal about your thoughts and ideas for the cycle ahead
  • Meditate with citrine to open your throat chakra
  • Host a discussion circle to share wisdom with others
  • Create a spell jar for communication or adaptability
  • Do a tarot reading with The Lovers card as your focus
  • Cleanse your space with a simmer pot of lavender and dill
  • Practice mindful listening to deepen connections
  • Work with butterflies in meditations or spell work
  • Write poetry or stories to express your inner voice
  • Lunar magic with an emphasis on air and intellect
  • Elemental magic with the element of air
  • Refresh your altar with yellow candles and aquamarine
  • Attend a workshop or class to expand your mind
  • Heal past wounds around communication through shadow work If you would like to learn more about shadow work you can purchase my eBook here;  you can book me for a 1:1 session as your guide here; and you can watch my free class previously taught on it through Divination here.

Shadow Work Questions for the Gemini New Moon

Gemini is a sign of communication and duality, making this new moon a potent time for reflective shadow work. This is the moment to sit with yourself, listen to your inner dialogue, and explore what shapes your thoughts and connections. Imagine this new moon as a catalyst for building a life of intellectual richness and social harmony, where you honor your voice and plant seeds for growth. Use these prompts to reflect, journal, and set intentions that align with Gemini’s energy.

If you would like to learn more about shadow work you can purchase my eBook here;  you can book me for a 1:1 session as your guide here; and you can watch my free class previously taught on it through Divination here.

  • What thoughts or ideas am I holding back from expressing?
  • Where in my life do I feel curious, and where do I resist exploring?
  • How can I communicate my needs more clearly with others?
  • What dual aspects of myself am I ignoring or suppressing?
  • How do I balance my need for connection with my need for solitude?
  • What does a rich intellectual life look like for me?
  • Where in my life am I scattered, and how can I find focus?
  • What past conversations or misunderstandings need healing?
  • How can I embrace change with an open mind?
  • What new skills or knowledge do I want to pursue?
  • How do I define connection in my relationships?
  • What fears keep me from speaking my truth?
  • How can I nurture my curiosity as a strength?
  • What playful aspects of myself can I bring forward?
  • How can I integrate my logical and intuitive sides?

Final Thoughts for the Gemini New Moon

As the Gemini New Moon on May 26, 2025, bathes us in its airy glow, let it be a reminder of the power we hold to lift our voices and cultivate a life of curiosity. This lunar cycle invites us to engage with the world, to honor the duality within, and to build connections that support our intellectual growth. Just as I found harmony in Minnesota’s spring duality, connecting with the shifting energies of nature, you too can find profound inspiration in Gemini’s versatile embrace. Take this time to explore new ideas, to plant seeds of communication, and to trust in the lively unfolding of your journey. The winds are carrying you—how will you ride them?

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I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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Unveiling the Mysteries of Hermeticism: The Universal Hermetic Laws and Their Magical Resonance

Beneath the veils of time, where the whispers of ancient wisdom dance with the stars, lies the enigmatic tradition of Hermeticism—a sacred tapestry woven with the threads of alchemy, mysticism, and cosmic truth. I invite you, my beloved seekers of the Mystic Mysteries, to journey into the heart of this esoteric philosophy. Rooted in the teachings of the divine messenger Hermes Trismegistus, Hermeticism unveils the Universal Hermetic Laws—seven eternal principles that govern the multiverse and pulse through every spell, every ritual, and every breath we take. This is no mere intellectual exercise; it is a mystical pilgrimage through history, myth, and magic, guiding us to align with the divine order that flows through all things. Join me as we unravel the history of Hermeticism, step into the mythic realm of Hermes, explore the sacred texts like the Emerald Tablets, witness his encounter with the world dragon Poimandres, decode the seven laws, reflect on their modern misinterpretations, honor Hermes’ multifaceted identity, trace his teachings in today’s practices, and share my personal odyssey with his wisdom. Let us embark on this fragrant quest together, beneath the Scorpio moon’s watchful gaze.

The Ancient Tapestry of Hermeticism: A Journey Through Time  

Hermeticism’s roots stretch back to the mists of antiquity, emerging from the fertile crescent of Egypt around the 1st or 2nd century CE, though its echoes resonate even earlier. It is said to have blossomed in the Hellenistic melting pot of Alexandria, where Greek philosophy, Egyptian mysticism, and Persian spirituality converged in a cosmic dance. Named after Hermes Trismegistus—“Thrice-Great Hermes”—this tradition blends the Greek god Hermes with the Egyptian god Thoth, the scribe of the gods, into a singular figure of divine wisdom. The Corpus Hermeticum, a collection of philosophical and mystical texts attributed to Hermes, became the cornerstone of this movement, whispering secrets of the soul’s ascent and the universe’s unity.

In the early centuries, Hermeticism intertwined with Gnosticism, influencing early Christian mystics and alchemists who sought the Philosopher’s Stone and the elixir of life. During the Renaissance, it experienced a resurgence as scholars like Marsilio Ficino translated the Corpus Hermeticum into Latin, sparking a revival of esoteric thought in Europe. Alchemists, astrologers, and magicians—figures like Paracelsus and John Dee—wove Hermetic principles into their practices, seeing the laws as keys to transmuting base metals into gold and the human spirit into divine light. The Enlightenment dimmed its prominence, yet it persisted underground, influencing occult movements like the Rosicrucians and the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn in the 19th century.

Today, Hermeticism thrives in modern witchcraft, New Age spirituality, and esoteric circles, its laws echoing in meditation, energy work, and spellcraft. From ancient temples to contemporary altars, Hermeticism has evolved, adapting to each era’s needs while preserving its core truth: the universe is a living, interconnected web, and we are its co-creators. As we stand under the moon, we honor this legacy, drawing from its wells of wisdom to shape our magical paths.

The Mythic Dance of Hermes Trismegistus: A Story Woven in Starlight

In the shadowed halls of myth, where the veils between worlds thin, there strides Hermes Trismegistus, the Thrice-Great Messenger, a figure cloaked in mystery and radiant with divine light. Born of the union between Zeus, the sky’s thunderous king, and Maia, a nymph of the Pleiades, Hermes emerged as the swift-footed guide of souls, the patron of travelers, thieves, and alchemists. Yet, his Egyptian soul as Thoth, the ibis-headed scribe, infuses him with a deeper magic—scribe of the gods, keeper of knowledge, and arbiter of cosmic law.

The tales whisper of Hermes’ birth in a cave on Mount Cyllene, where his cunning shone bright even as an infant. Stealing Apollo’s cattle on his first day, he crafted the lyre from a tortoise shell, gifting it to the sun god in reconciliation—a symbol of harmony born from mischief. His winged sandals and caduceus, the staff entwined with serpents, mark him as the bridge between the mortal and divine, guiding souls through the underworld and delivering messages from the heavens.

But the most mystical thread in his story is his transformation—a narrative of fluidity that echoes through time. Hermes, some say, was the first to transcend gender, embodying both masculine and feminine energies in a sacred dance of duality. Born as a hermaphroditic being, he chose to walk as a man among mortals, yet retained the wisdom of both realms, teaching that all beings hold the spark of every essence. This transgender journey, a testament to his adaptability, became a cornerstone of his teachings, urging us to embrace the full spectrum of our souls.

As Hermes Trismegistus, he ascended beyond myth into divinity, merging with Thoth to become the sage of the Emerald Tablets, the voice of Poimandres, and the architect of Hermetic law. His stories are not mere tales but living spells, inviting us to step into his shoes—swift, wise, and ever-transforming.

The Sacred Texts: The Emerald Tablets and Beyond  

From the depths of ancient Egypt, the Emerald Tablets emerge as emerald-hued whispers of eternal truth, attributed to Hermes Trismegistus himself. Said to be inscribed on green stone by the Thrice-Great One, these tablets are less a single book and more a collection of cryptic aphorisms, their wisdom veiled in allegory. The most famous line, “As above, so below; as below, so above,” encapsulates the unity of the macrocosm and microcosm, a principle that reverberates through Hermetic thought. Translated and reinterpreted over centuries, the tablets promise the secrets of alchemy, spiritual ascension, and the mastery of the elements, their words glowing like stars in the night sky.

The Corpus Hermeticum, a series of dialogues penned between the 1st and 3rd centuries CE, complements the tablets, offering philosophical treatises on the nature of the divine, the soul, and the cosmos. These texts, rediscovered in the Renaissance, inspired a wave of esoteric exploration, their pages a map to the divine mind. The Asclepius, another Hermetic work, delves into ritual magic and the invocation of planetary spirits, bridging the earthly and celestial realms.

Together, these writings form the backbone of Hermeticism, their language a spell woven with intent. For the modern mystic, they are not just relics but living guides, their words igniting rituals, meditations, and spells urging us to seek the wisdom within.

The Cosmic Encounter: Hermes and the World Dragon Poimandres

In the stillness of a desert night, beneath a canopy of stars, Hermes Trismegistus stood alone, his heart open to the mysteries of the multiverse. It was then that the world dragon Poimandres descended—a being of boundless light and shadow, its form a swirling vortex of cosmic essence, its voice a melody of creation itself. This encounter, chronicled in the Corpus Hermeticum, marks the birth of Hermetic wisdom, a divine revelation that reshaped Hermes’ soul.

Poimandres, meaning “Shepherd of Men” or “Mind of the Universe,” revealed itself as the primal intelligence, the Nous, from which all life flows. In a vision, Hermes saw the unfolding of the cosmos—the birth of light from darkness, the dance of the seven spheres, and the descent of the human soul into matter. Poimandres taught him the unity of all things, the laws that govern existence, and the path to return to the divine source. “Look within,” the dragon intoned, “for the light you seek is the light you are.”

This mystical meeting transformed Hermes into the Thrice-Great, his mind alight with the dragon’s wisdom. He carried this knowledge into the Emerald Tablets and the Corpus, a gift to humanity to navigate the shadows and ascend to the stars. we too can call upon Poimandres’ guidance, diving into our inner depths to uncover the universal mind that binds us all.

The Seven Universal Hermetic Laws: A Breakdown and Magical Application

The heart of Hermeticism lies in its seven Universal Laws, eternal principles that govern the multiverse and offer a blueprint for magical practice. Let us unravel each law with reverence, exploring its profound meaning, its resonance in the tapestry of our lives, and how it shapes our craft.

1. The Law of Mentalism: “The All is Mind; the Universe is Mental.”  

Meaning: This law proclaims that the entirety of existence springs from a universal consciousness, a boundless mind that shapes reality as we perceive it. It suggests that the multiverse is a mental construct, a dream woven by the divine intellect, where thoughts are the threads and intention the loom. To grasp this law is to recognize that our minds hold the power to mold our experiences, a truth that invites us to master our inner world as a reflection of the outer. this becomes a call to delve into the subconscious, where hidden beliefs shape our destiny.  

 In Life: Your thoughts create your reality—every belief shapes your experience.  

 In Magic: Focus your mind during spells, visualizing your intent with clarity. Meditate to uncover subconscious blocks, using a moonstone to amplify mental alignment.

2. The Law of Correspondence: “As above, so below; as below, so above.” 

Meaning: This iconic law reveals a sacred harmony between the macrocosm—the vast expanse of the universe—and the microcosm—the intimate landscape of the self. It teaches that the patterns of the stars mirror the patterns within us, that the cycles of the moon dance in tandem with our emotions, and that by shifting our inner state, we ripple change outward. This principle is a bridge, inviting us to align our earthly actions with celestial rhythms, a process which urges us to heal the self to heal the world.

In Life: Your inner world mirrors the outer—inner peace reflects outer harmony.

In Magic: Use this law in rituals by aligning earthly tools (candles, herbs) with celestial energies (moon phases). Tonight, draw a sigil reflecting your emotional state, charging it under the moon.


3. The Law of Vibration: “Nothing rests; everything moves; everything vibrates.”

Meaning: Every atom, every thought, every star hums with its own frequency, a ceaseless dance of vibration that forms the fabric of existence. This law asserts that all things are in motion, from the slowest stone to the swiftest spirit, and that by attuning our personal vibration, we can harmonize with higher realms or transmute lower energies. this becomes a tool for emotional alchemy, it invites us to raise our frequency from pain to power, using the moon’s light as a tuning fork for the soul.

In Life: Your emotions and energy affect your interactions—raise your vibration with joy.

In Magic: Chant or use a rattle to match the Moon’s frequency, releasing low vibrations

4. The Law of Polarity: “Everything is dual; everything has poles.”  

Meaning: This law unveils the dual nature of all things, where opposites—light and shadow, love and fear—are not adversaries but two ends of a single spectrum, differing only in degree. It teaches that by understanding this unity, we can shift our perspective, turning pain into wisdom or chaos into order. this law becomes a lantern, guiding us to embrace both our light and darkness, weaving them into a balanced whole that fuels our magical intent with authenticity.  

   In Life: Love and fear, light and shadow, are two sides of the same coin—balance them.  

   In Magic: Embrace duality in spells, pairing rose petals (love) with obsidian (protection) to heal emotional wounds.

5. The Law of Rhythm: “Everything flows, out and in; everything has its tides.”

Meaning: Life is a river, ebbing and flowing in rhythmic cycles—seasons turn, emotions rise and fall, and the moon waxes and wanes. This law reminds us that nothing is static, that every peak follows a valley, and that by surrendering to this natural rhythm, we can navigate challenges with grace. This law invites us to release what no longer serves, trusting that the next wave will bring renewal, a lesson to anchor in our magical and personal cycles.

In Life: Accept life’s ups and downs—grief gives way to growth.

In Magic: Time your rituals with lunar cycles

6. The Law of Cause and Effect: “Every cause has its effect; every effect has its cause.”

  Meaning: This law asserts that the multiverse operates on a web of interconnected actions and reactions, where every choice we make ripples outward, shaping our destiny with unerring precision. It is the principle of karma in mystical form, teaching that nothing occurs by chance and that our intentions are the seeds from which our harvests grow. this law becomes a mirror, urging us to examine the causes we set—our words, deeds, and spells—and align them with our highest good, ensuring the effects bloom with purpose.  

   In Life: Your choices today craft your tomorrow—act with intention.  

   In Magic: Cast spells with clear intent, knowing each word or herb influences the result. Use a written intention burned under the moon to seal cause and effect.

7. The Law of Gender: “Gender is in everything; everything has its masculine and feminine principles.”  

   Meaning: This law reveals that creation arises from the interplay of masculine and feminine energies—action and receptivity, strength and nurturing—present in all things, from the smallest seed to the vast cosmos. It transcends physical gender, echoing Hermes’ transgender essence, and teaches that balance between these principles is the key to manifestation. This law invites us to honor this duality within, blending active spellwork with intuitive receptivity, a dance that mirrors Hermes’ own journey of wholeness and aligns our magic with the multiverse’s creative flow.  

   In Life: Honor both action (masculine) and receptivity (feminine) in yourself.  

   In Magic: Blend active tools (candles, wands) with receptive ones (water, flowers) in rituals, reflecting Hermes’ transgender wisdom.

These laws are not abstract; they are the heartbeat of our existence, pulsing through every spell and every breath. They guide us to transform, aligning our magic with the multiverse’s rhythm.

The Misconception of “As Above, So Below” in Modern Witchcraft

Walk through any mystical gathering, and you’ll hear the chant, “As above, so below,” a phrase adorning altars, tattoos, and spell books. Yet, many witches wield this Hermetic gem without knowing its source or full depth. Attributed to the Emerald Tablets, this law from the Law of Correspondence reveals the unity of the macrocosm (the universe) and microcosm (the self). It suggests that by changing within—through shadow work or intention—we influence the outer world, and vice versa.

Today, it’s often reduced to a catchy slogan, stripped of its Hermetic roots in Hermes’ teachings and the encounter with Poimandres. This shallow grasp misses the law’s call to align body, mind, and spirit with cosmic forces, a practice requiring discipline and awareness. Let us reclaim its fullness, using these laws to explore how our inner emotional landscape mirrors the stars, weaving a truer magic.

Hermes Trismegistus: The First Transgender Human and Champion of Duality 

Hermes Trismegistus stands as a beacon of identity and wisdom, his story a testament to fluidity and balance. Born of divine duality, he embodied both masculine and feminine essences, a hermaphroditic being who chose a male form to walk among mortals. This transgender journey—perhaps the first of its kind in myth—symbolizes the transcendence of binary limits, reflecting the Law of Gender. He stood for knowledge, communication, and the alchemy of the soul, guiding humanity to see the divine in all things.

As Thoth, he penned the laws of the universe; as Hermes, he bridged worlds with his caduceus. His teachings championed duality—light and shadow, earth and sky—urging us to embrace our whole selves. This resonates deeply under Scorpio’s transformative energy, where we shed old identities to bloom anew, honoring Hermes’ legacy of wholeness.

Modern Practices Rooted in Hermetic Teachings

Hermes’ wisdom flowers in today’s mystical practices, each a branch of his ancient tree. Alchemy, reborn in modern occultism, seeks spiritual transmutation, echoing the Law of Cause and Effect. Astrology, with its celestial correspondences, reflects the Law of Correspondence, guiding spell timing. Tarot, a tool of intuition, aligns with the Law of Mentalism, revealing the mind’s power. Meditation and energy work harness the Law of Vibration, raising consciousness to divine frequencies.

The Golden Dawn and Thelema draw heavily from Hermetic texts, blending ritual magic with the seven laws. Modern witches use sigils and visualization, rooted in Mentalism and Polarity, to manifest desires. Even shadow work, a Scorpio forte, mirrors Hermes’ call to balance opposites. These practices, thriving under the Flower Full Moon, invite us to deepen our craft with Hermetic insight.

My Journey with Hermes: A Path to Esoteric Knowledge and Duality

My dance with Hermes began under a waxing moon, years ago, when his name whispered through my husband brought us to his teachings. Drawn to his duality—masculine swiftness and feminine wisdom—I sought his guidance in my esoteric studies. Through meditation, I met him in a vision, his caduceus glowing, teaching me the Law of Polarity. He showed me how my shadows and light could coexist, fueling my magic.

Studying the Emerald Tablets, I unraveled Mentalism, realizing my thoughts shaped my spells. The encounter with Poimandres came during a hedge jump, its dragon form revealing the rhythm of my life’s cycles. Since than, I’ve worked with the Law of Cause and Effect, crafting rituals to release pain and manifest growth. Hermes’ transgender essence taught me to embrace all parts of myself, especially my bisexuality, weaving duality into my practice. This journey, ongoing, deepens my connection to the multiverse, a gift from the Thrice-Great One.

Final Thoughts: The Eternal Resonance of Hermetic Laws

we stand enriched by the wisdom of Hermes Trismegistus and his Universal Hermetic Laws. These principles are not relics of the past but living guides for every witch, mystic, and human, illuminating our path through the multiverse’s dance. They teach us to master our minds, align with cosmic rhythms, balance our dualities, and understand the causes we set in motion. For witches, they elevate spellcraft into a sacred art; for mystics, they deepen meditation and intuition; for all, they offer a lens to see the unity in our diverse world. Under this moon, let us honor Hermes’ legacy, weaving his laws into our lives with intention and love, for in their embrace, we find the magic to transform ourselves and the world around us.

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I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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Working with Flower Magic in the Month of May

Flowers are nature’s radiant messengers, blooming with beauty, fragrance, and magic, especially in the vibrant month of May. Bursting forth in the wake of spring, they captivate us with their colors and scents, drawing us into a world of transformation, love, and abundance. In many traditions, flowers are seen as bridges between the earthly and the divine, carrying the energy of growth and renewal. May, with its lush gardens and blooming fields, is the perfect time to work with flower magic, tapping into their ancient wisdom to heal, manifest, and connect with the spirit of the season. Join me on a fragrant journey through history, symbolism, and ritual as we weave flower magic into our lives this May!  

What Are Flowers?  

Before we dive into the mystical depths of flower magic, let’s explore what flowers truly are. Flowers are the reproductive structures of flowering plants, showcasing a dazzling array of shapes, colors, and scents. They attract pollinators like bees, butterflies, and hummingbirds, ensuring the continuation of life. Found in meadows, forests, and gardens worldwide, flowers thrive in May’s warm embrace, symbolizing the peak of spring’s fertility. Their delicate petals and potent fragrances hold a magic that has been revered across cultures for millennia.  

Fun Facts About Flowers:

  • Flowers can communicate through color and scent, signaling pollinators or even warning of predators.  
  • The oldest flower fossil, discovered in China, dates back 125 million years.  
  • Some flowers, like the lotus, close at night and reopen with the sun, symbolizing renewal.  
  • Roses have over 300 chemical compounds in their scent, making them a powerful tool in perfumery and magic.  
  • Certain flowers, like marigolds, are used to dye fabrics and food, blending beauty with utility.  
  • The world’s largest flower, Rafflesia arnoldii, can grow up to three feet wide and smells like rotting flesh to attract flies!  
  • May’s birth flower, the lily of the valley, is associated with sweetness and humility, though it’s highly toxic if ingested.

The Magic of May: A Season of Blooming Energy  

May is a magical month, aligned with Beltane’s fiery fertility and the earth’s awakening. Flower magic in May harnesses this energy to inspire growth, love, and abundance. Flowers are more than decoration—they’re living symbols of transformation, reflecting the cycle of life from bud to bloom. Working with them in May amplifies their power, connecting us to the fae, the divine feminine, and the creative force of nature. If you want to walk the flower lined paths of May more read my monthly guide here.

Flower Magic Across Cultures  

Flowers have bloomed into the spiritual practices of countless cultures, each with unique interpretations and uses.  

  • Ancient Egypt (circa 2500 BC): Egyptians adorned their temples and tombs with flowers like lotus and papyrus, believing they carried the soul to the afterlife. The lotus, rising pristine from muddy waters, symbolized rebirth and was offered to gods like Isis, goddess of fertility. Flowers were also used in perfumes and healing oils, traded along the Silk Road, and valued for their spiritual potency.  
  • Victorian England (19th Century): The Victorians developed floriography, the language of flowers, where each bloom carried a secret meaning. Roses signified love, lavender denoted devotion, and daisies represented innocence. This practice turned flower arrangements into coded messages, blending beauty with emotional magic, and was a cultural currency among the elite.  
  • Native American Traditions (Various Tribes): Many tribes, like the Cherokee and Lakota, used flowers in healing and ceremonial rites. Sunflowers symbolized strength and sustenance, while sage blossoms were burned to purify spaces. Flowers were seen as gifts from the earth, connecting humans to the spirit world, and their petals were often scattered during dances to honor the seasons.  
  • Yoruba Tradition (West Africa): In Yoruba culture, flowers like hibiscus are sacred to Oshun, the goddess of love and rivers. Petals are offered in rituals to attract love, prosperity, and fertility, often floated in river waters to carry prayers to the divine. Flowers are seen as vessels of Oshun’s sweetness, bridging the human and spiritual realms.
  • Aztec Tradition (Mesoamerica, 14th–16th Century):The Aztecs revered flowers like marigolds (cempasúchil) during Día de los Muertos, using them to guide spirits back to the living world. Marigolds were scattered on altars and paths, their vibrant yellow symbolizing the sun’s life-giving energy, believed to honor Xochiquetzal, goddess of flowers and fertility.  
  • Japanese Culture (Heian Period, 8th–12th Century): In Japan, hanakotoba (the language of flowers) mirrors Victorian floriography, with blooms like cherry blossoms symbolizing impermanence and beauty. Flowers are used in tea ceremonies and Shinto rituals to honor kami (spirits), reflecting purity and the transient nature of life.  
  • Hindu Tradition (India, Ancient to Present): Flowers like jasmine and marigold are integral to Hindu rituals, offered to deities like Lakshmi for prosperity. Garlands are draped over statues or worn during ceremonies, symbolizing devotion and the divine’s beauty, connecting worshippers to the sacred through scent and color. 

The Power of Transformation Through Blooming

Flowers teach us transformation, mirroring their journey from seed to blossom. Just as a bud opens to reveal its full beauty, we’re invited to shed old layers and embrace new growth. In May, this process aligns with the season’s energy, encouraging us to release fears and bloom into our authentic selves. Working with flower magic can heal emotional wounds, inspire creativity, and attract abundance, much like the pollinators drawn to their nectar.  

The Healing Essence of Flowers  

Flowers have long been emblems of healing, their essences used in herbalism and aromatherapy. Rose petals soothe the heart, chamomile calms the mind, and lavender promotes peace. In folklore, flowers like the marigold were thought to ward off evil spirits. This healing power connects to the divine feminine, where flowers embody love, intuition, and nurturing energy, making them perfect allies in May’s magical work.

Flower Magic and the Divine Feminine  

With their soft curves and vibrant colors, flowers evoke the divine feminine—creativity, fertility, and life itself. In rituals, they honor goddesses like Flora (Roman goddess of flowers), Persephone (Greek queen of spring), and Freyja (Norse goddess of love). Working with flower magic in May taps into this energy, awakening our inner strength and sensual power, much like the blooming earth around us. 

Flowers in Myths and Lore

Flowers have woven their magic into myths and stories across time:

  • The Rose and Aphrodite: In Greek mythology, roses sprang from Aphrodite’s tears, symbolizing love and beauty, and were used in her rituals.  
  • The Lotus and Brahma: In Hindu lore, the lotus flower emerged from Vishnu’s navel, birthing Brahma, the creator god, representing purity and cosmic order.  
  • The Maypole and Beltane: Celtic traditions adorned maypoles with flowers during Beltane, celebrating fertility and the union of earth and sky.  
  • Narcissus and Echo:In Greek myth, the narcissus flower bloomed where the youth Narcissus died, gazing at his reflection, symbolizing vanity but also self-reflection and transformation.
  • Poinsettia and Aztec Lore: In Aztec mythology, the poinsettia’s red petals were said to be stained by the blood of a goddess who died of a broken heart, symbolizing eternal love and sacrifice. 
  • Chrysanthemum and Japanese Legend: In Japanese folklore, the chrysanthemum is linked to the sun goddess Amaterasu, believed to grant longevity, and is a symbol of the imperial family, used in rituals for protection.
  • Dandelion and Celtic Wishes: Celtic lore holds that blowing dandelion seeds into the wind carries wishes to the fae, who grant them in exchange for the flower’s humble offering, symbolizing hope and dreams. 

These tales remind us of flowers’ role as bridges between worlds, carrying messages of growth and connection.  

Gods and Goddesses Associated with Flowers 

Flowers align with deities who embody their magic, offering correspondences for your practice:

  • Flora (Roman):Goddess of flowers and spring, she oversees blooming and abundance. Work with her using roses or daisies.  
  • Persephone (Greek): Queen of the underworld and spring, her energy flows through lilies and pomegranates.  
  • Freyja (Norse): Goddess of love and beauty, she resonates with wildflowers and honey.  
  • Oshun (Yoruba):Goddess of love and rivers, she connects with hibiscus and yellow roses, bringing sweetness and prosperity. 
  • Xochiquetzal (Aztec):Goddess of flowers, beauty, and fertility, she is honored with marigolds and orchids, embodying creativity and love. 
  • Blodeuwedd (Celtic): Goddess of spring and transformation, often depicted as made of flowers like meadowsweet, she symbolizes renewal and sovereignty.  
  • Antheia (Greek): Goddess of flowers and floral wreaths, a companion of Aphrodite, she resonates with roses and myrtle, embodying joy and celebration.  

Color Magic and the Energy of Flowers

Flowers’ vibrant hues carry their own magical meanings, tying them to color magic—a practice of harnessing colors to amplify intentions. When working with flower magic, the color of the bloom can deepen your spellwork, aligning with specific energies and emotions. Here’s what some flower colors mean in magical practice:

  • Red: Passion, love, courage, and vitality—perfect for spells of romance or empowerment (e.g., red roses for love).  
  • White: Purity, protection, and spiritual clarity—ideal for cleansing and connecting with the divine (e.g., white lilies for peace).  
  • Yellow: Joy, abundance, and creativity—great for manifesting prosperity and inspiration (e.g., sunflowers for success).  
  • Pink: Self-love, friendship, and emotional healing—use for nurturing relationships (e.g., pink peonies for compassion).  
  • Purple: Intuition, spiritual growth, and transformation—perfect for psychic work (e.g., lavender for insight).  
  • Orange: Energy, enthusiasm, and attraction—use to draw opportunities (e.g., marigolds for positivity).  
  • Blue: Calm, communication, and emotional balance—ideal for peace and truth (e.g., blue hydrangeas for harmony).

By choosing flowers in specific colors, you can weave color magic into your rituals, amplifying their potency with the energetic resonance of the blooms.

Ways to Use Flowers in Spells and Magic  

Flowers are versatile tools in spellwork, offering countless ways to channel their magic. Here are 23 methods to incorporate them into your mystical practice this May:

1. Create a floral altar to honor flower deities like Flora or Xochiquetzal, using their preferred blooms.  

2. Craft a flower crown with roses or daisies to wear during rituals, invoking the divine feminine.  

3. Float petals in a bowl of water for scrying, letting their energy guide your visions.  

4. Burn dried petals like lavender in a fire-safe dish to release intentions into the universe.  

5. Make flower-infused oils with roses or chamomile for anointing candles or yourself in spells.  

6. Scatter marigold petals around your home for protection and to ward off negative energy.  

7. Brew a tea with edible flowers like hibiscus, sipping to internalize their magic for love or clarity.  

8. Create a sigil with flower petals on your altar, arranging them to amplify your intention.  

9. Offer flowers like jasmine to a river or ocean as a gift to Oshun for prosperity.  

10. Press flowers into your grimoire, charging them with intentions for future spells.  

11. Use flower essences (like rose or lavender) in baths to cleanse your aura and promote healing.  

12. Tie bundles of flowers like meadowsweet to your broom for a springtime space cleansing.  

13. Craft a charm bag with dried petals, adding crystals to carry flower magic with you.  

14. Meditate with a flower in hand, visualizing its energy filling you with growth or love.  

15. Create a floral mandala on the ground, using petals to manifest abundance or peace.  

16. Add petals to a candle dressing before lighting, focusing on your spell’s intention.  

17. Plant flowers with magical intent, like sunflowers for joy, whispering blessings as you sow.  

18. Use flowers in glamour magic—rub rose petals on your skin for beauty and confidence.  

19. Craft a flower garland to hang over your door, inviting blessings and protection.  

20. Write a wish on a petal with a water-soluble marker, then release it into water to manifest.  

21. Create a simmer pot with flowers like chamomile and lavender to fill your space with calming energy.  

22. Offer petals to the fae in your garden, building a relationship with nature spirits.  

23. Use flowers in divination—pluck petals while asking yes/no questions, letting the last petal answer.  

Flower Magic Ritual: Blossom of Intention

This May, let’s harness flower magic with a ritual to set intentions and invite abundance.  

What You’ll Need:

  • Fresh flowers (e.g., roses, daisies, or lilies—choose what calls to you)  
  • A small bowl of water  
  • A white or green candle  
  • A piece of paper and pen  
  • A quiet space  

Steps:

1. Prepare Your container: On a May day, create a sacred container. Place the bowl of water in the center, surrounded by your flowers. Light the candle, inviting May’s energy.  

2. Set Your Intention: Write an intention on the paper—e.g., “I bloom with love and abundance this May.” Hold it to your heart, infusing it with your energy.  

3. Bless the Flowers: Dip your fingers in the water, sprinkling it over the flowers, and say:  

   “Spirits of May, bless these blossoms with your magic. Infuse them with growth, love, and abundance.” 

4. Plant Your Intention: Place the paper under the flowers, visualizing your intention blooming like a flower. Let the candle burn for 10 minutes, focusing on your desire.  

5. Close the Ritual: Thank the flowers and spirits, saying:  

   “Thank you for your gifts. May my intention bloom with the season.”  

   Keep the flowers in a vase or garden, letting them nurture your intention throughout May.

  Reflection Prompts  

After your ritual, journal your experience:  

  • How did the flowers’ energy feel as you worked with them?  
  • What emotions or insights arose during the ritual?  
  • Over May, notice signs of your intention blooming—how do they manifest?  
  • How can you carry this flower magic into your daily life?  

Final Thoughts 

As we weave flower magic into our lives this May, let’s honor the timeless wisdom of blooms—their ability to transform, heal, and connect us to the divine. From ancient rituals to modern spells, flowers bridge the earthly and spiritual, whispering lessons of growth and love. Whether you’re crafting a spell, meditating with petals, or simply admiring a garden, let their vibrant energy remind you of your own capacity to bloom. May this season fill your heart with the magic of flowers, guiding you toward abundance and renewal. 

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My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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8 Mother Goddesses to Work with and Honor for Mother’s Day

As the flowers bloom and the warmth of May envelops us, Mother’s Day on May 11th invites us to honor the nurturing, life-giving essence of motherhood—both earthly and divine. During this sacred time, many witches and pagans connect with mother goddesses who embody the energies of creation, compassion, and unconditional love. For many, Mother’s Day is a deeply grounding celebration, where the divine feminine shines as the heartbeat of all life. We feel called to step into the embrace of these goddesses, to reflect on the maternal bonds that shape us, and to weave magic that honors the cycles of nurturing and growth. In this season, we may be drawn to the healing power of love, the strength of protection, and the wisdom of creation, as we listen to the whispers of the ancestors and plant seeds of gratitude in the fertile soil of May. During this time, several mother goddesses take center stage, offering an intimate connection to their nurturing energies. Mother’s Day, celebrated in May, is a pivotal time in pagan culture, filled with love, reflection, renewal, and abundance. Let’s walk through a sacred space of maternal magic, where hearts bloom and spirits connect, to pause, reflect, and honor the divine mothers as we meet some of these goddesses together in this post today.  

The Divine Feminine: What It Means and Why We Work with It 

The Divine Feminine is the sacred, universal energy that embodies nurturing, intuition, creation, and interconnectedness. It is the life-giving force present in all beings, often symbolized by the moon, the earth, and the ocean—elements that flow, sustain, and transform. In spiritual practices, the Divine Feminine represents qualities like compassion, empathy, receptivity, and the power to birth new ideas, relationships, and life itself. It is the counterpart to the Divine Masculine, and together, they create balance, much like the cycles of nature we honor in pagan traditions. For me, the Divine Feminine is the heartbeat of the universe, the motherly embrace that holds us through every season, guiding us to trust our intuition and honor our emotions.  

We work with the Divine Feminine to reconnect with our inner wisdom, heal ancestral wounds, and cultivate self-love. By invoking this energy, we align with the cycles of creation and destruction, learning to nurture ourselves and others while embracing our intuitive power. On Mother’s Day, the Divine Feminine takes center stage, as we honor the mothers in our lives and the goddess energy that flows through them. Working with the Divine Feminine helps us tap into our capacity for unconditional love, to heal familial bonds, and to create a world where nurturing and compassion thrive. It’s a reminder that every act of care—whether for ourselves, our loved ones, or the earth—is a sacred offering to the Divine Feminine, aligning us with the eternal cycle of life.  

Demeter – Greek Goddess

Demeter, the Greek goddess of agriculture, fertility, and the harvest, is a quintessential mother goddess, embodying the nurturing essence of the earth. Known as the mother of Persephone, Demeter’s love for her daughter is so profound that her grief over Persephone’s “abduction” by Hades causes the earth to wither, and her joy at her return brings spring’s renewal. Celebrated in the Eleusinian Mysteries, Demeter is a deity of sustenance and unconditional love, often depicted holding sheaves of wheat or a cornucopia. On Mother’s Day, her energy invites us to honor the protective, life-giving love of mothers, to nurture our own growth, and to connect with the earth’s abundance. In Taurus season, Demeter’s grounding presence encourages us to cultivate stability through care, as we’ve explored with deities like Persephone in our recent guides here. Do you crave diving deeper into her story and looking at it from a shadow perspective of binding chains join The Mystic Mysteries here to read her tale in The Divine Tales series here.

Isis – Egyptian Goddess

Isis, the Egyptian goddess of magic, healing, and motherhood, is a powerful mother goddess revered for her protective and nurturing energy. Known as the mother of Horus and wife of Osiris, Isis reassembled her husband’s body after his murder, using her magic to conceive Horus, symbolizing the power of maternal love to overcome even death. Often depicted with a throne headdress or wings, Isis is a deity of unconditional love and wisdom. On Mother’s Day, her energy encourages us to tap into our inner magic, to heal familial wounds, and to protect those we love. In Taurus season, Isis aligns with grounding themes of stability, urging us to nurture with resilience.

Yemaya – Yoruba Goddess

Yemaya, the Yoruba goddess of the ocean, motherhood, and fertility, is a nurturing deity of the African diaspora, often called the mother of all life. Associated with the sea, Yemaya is depicted as a majestic woman in flowing blue and white robes, her arms outstretched like waves. She protects mothers and children, offering comfort and emotional healing, and her energy is deeply tied to the moon’s cycles. On Mother’s Day, Yemaya invites us to connect with the ocean’s nurturing depths, to cleanse emotional wounds, and to honor the universal mother within. In Taurus season, her watery energy complements the grounding earth, encouraging emotional stability. Are you craving to dive deeper with Yemaya and want a spell to work with her maternal embrace? Get access to it here in my free deity a day series!

Gaia – Greek Goddess

Gaia, the Greek primordial goddess of the earth, is the ultimate mother goddess, the creator of all life and the embodiment of the planet itself. In mythology, Gaia birthed the Titans, the sky, and the sea, nurturing all beings with her boundless love. Often depicted as a lush, earthy figure emerging from the soil, Gaia represents the interconnectedness of life. On Mother’s Day, her energy calls us to honor the earth as our universal mother, to nurture our environment, and to cultivate gratitude for her gifts. In Taurus season, Gaia’s grounding energy aligns perfectly, encouraging us to plant seeds of care.

Frigg – Norse Goddess

Frigg, the Norse goddess of motherhood, marriage, and wisdom, is a loving mother goddess who rules over Asgard as Odin’s wife. Known for her foresight and protective nature, Frigg is the mother of Baldr, whose death she mourned deeply, showcasing her maternal devotion. Often depicted with a spinning wheel, Frigg weaves the fates of humanity, embodying wisdom and care. On Mother’s Day, her energy encourages us to honor the protective love of mothers, to seek wisdom in our nurturing roles, and to strengthen familial bonds.

Hathor – Egyptian Goddess 

Hathor, the Egyptian goddess of love, music, dance, and motherhood, is a joyful mother goddess who nurtures the soul with her vibrant energy. Known as the “Lady of the Sycamore” and mother of the pharaohs, Hathor is often depicted with cow horns and a sun disk, symbolizing fertility and protection. She comforts the dead and celebrates life with her music and dance, embodying maternal joy and healing. On Mother’s Day, Hathor invites us to embrace love, creativity, and celebration, honoring the joy mothers bring to our lives.

Parvati – Hindu Goddess 

Parvati, the Hindu goddess of love, fertility, and devotion, is a devoted mother goddess and wife of Shiva, mother to Ganesha and Kartikeya. Known for her strength and nurturing nature, Parvati embodies the power of feminine resilience, transforming from a gentle maiden into the fierce Durga when needed. Often depicted with a serene smile and adorned with jewelry, Parvati represents the balance of love and protection. On Mother’s Day, her energy encourages us to honor the strength and devotion of mothers, to nurture our families with love, and to find inner peace.

Danu – Celtic Goddess

Danu, the Celtic goddess of the earth, rivers, and fertility, is a primordial mother goddess revered as the ancestor of the Tuatha Dé Danann. Though her myths are sparse, she is associated with the life-giving waters and the land’s abundance, often depicted as a flowing, earthy figure emerging from a river. Danu nurtures all life, offering wisdom and protection to her children. On Mother’s Day, her energy calls us to honor the earth and rivers as maternal sources, to nurture our connection to nature, and to seek ancestral wisdom.

 How to Connect to and Work with These Mother Goddesses

Everyone’s relationship with deities is different, and we all work with and believe in them differently. You might see them as close, personal guides, or as archetypes of universal energy to learn from. However you incorporate deities into your practice is up to you. Here are some ideas to get you started on ways to work with any or all of these mother goddesses on Mother’s Day. Approach them with respect, reverence, gratitude, and by building a relationship with them. Every time you work with a deity, it’s an even energetic exchange—what you put into your intention and relationship with them is what you’ll receive in return. Don’t forget to check out my shop for an eBook to explore your view of deities further, or purchase my Deep Deity Devotionals workshop course here.

  • Research, study, and read about their myths, origins, and legends to deepen your connection.  
  • Refresh your altar or create a new one, adding their correspondences like wheat for Demeter or seashells for Yemaya.  
  • Cast spells for love, healing, or protection, inviting mother goddesses to guide your intentions.  
  • Call on them for divination, such as tarot, pendulum readings, or scrying with water, to gain maternal insights.  
  • Use their correspondences in protection spells, especially for family or home, to bless your space.  
  • Create spell pouches with their energies, placing them on your altar or gifting them to mothers in your life.  
  • Focus on shadow work around themes of nurturing, self-love, and healing familial bonds—If you would like to learn more about shadow work you can purchase my eBook here;  you can book me for a 1:1 session as your guide here; and you can watch my free class previously taught on it through Divination here.
  • Invite them into your circle during Mother’s Day rituals, such as blessing a family meal or planting flowers.  
  • Include them in your celebrations for Mother’s Day by dedicating offerings or prayers to them.  
  • Practice flower magic by creating floral arrangements or offerings for goddesses like Gaia or Demeter.  
  • Go on a mindful walk in nature to connect with their energies, such as by the ocean for Yemaya or in a forest for Gaia.  
  • Invoke their names when creating simmer pots with herbs like lavender or rosemary to invite love into your home.  
  • Use herbal magic—brew teas with chamomile or rose, or add herbs to your drinks, to honor their energies.  
  • Carve their sigils into candles for fire magic to ignite love and protection on Mother’s Day.  
  • Perform purification rituals with water or floral essences to cleanse your energy in their honor.  
  • Carve their sigils into soil or seeds before planting for nurturing and abundance spells.  
  • Make rose water for spells and offerings, especially for Isis or Frigg, to honor their love.  
  • Use oils with their correspondences in rituals for healing, love, or maternal wisdom.  
  • Bake treats with floral or honey ingredients, adding their sigils for love and gratitude.  
  • Offer gifts like flowers, honey, or milk to manifest their blessings and build a relationship.  
  • Add their sigils and correspondences to spell bags, talismans, or charms for protection and love.  
  • Leave offerings of water or flowers to connect with nurturing and healing during Mother’s Day.  
  • Carve their sigils into wooden stakes in your garden to welcome their blessings for family growth.  
  • Invoke them during commitment ceremonies for family bonds or self-love practices.  
  • Draw their sigils on your mirror for mirror work or glamour magic to embody their energy.  
  • Use their prayers in rituals for healing, love, or nurturing during Mother’s Day celebrations.  
  • Invite them into astral travels, meditations, or inner healing sessions for maternal guidance.  
  • Wear their colors—blue for Yemaya, green for Gaia—during the day for color magic.  
  • Journal about signs of their presence in your life, like a wave for Yemaya or a raven for Frigg.  
  • Use their images as inspiration for glamour and beauty spells, especially with Isis.  
  • Practice divination like scrying with ocean water, flower petal readings, or lunar gazing.  
  • Create protective charms inspired by Frigg for ongoing family blessings.  
  • Add their sigils, names, or images to your Mother’s Day celebrations, like family altars.  
  • Leave a plate and place for them at your Mother’s Day gatherings to invite their presence.  
  • Meditate in a nurturing space, like a garden or by water, listening for their words of wisdom.  
  • Call on them in prayers to ignite your compassion in spells for family healing.  
  • Volunteer at places like women’s shelters that align with their energies of nurturing and protection.  
  • Use their sigils in spells to aid in your healing and nurturing during Mother’s Day.  
  • Go on a shamanic journey with their symbols, like a wheat stalk for Demeter or a wave for Yemaya.  
  • Invoke them to bless your magical tools with their energies of love and protection. 
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I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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 Living with OCD: A Journey of Order, Chaos, and Resilience 

At Modgepodgemystic.com and within the Mystic Mysteries, we weave magic into the everyday, embracing the sacred in all its shadows and light. Today, as Mental Health Awareness Month unfolds, I’m opening my heart to share a raw, personal reflection on living with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD). This is more than a diagnosis—it’s a dance with anxiety, a testament to resilience, and a journey of reclaiming control. My hope is to illuminate what OCD feels like, dispel misconceptions, and honor the strength it’s taught me, especially as we approach Mother’s Day, a time that stirs deep emotions for many of us. Let’s step into this cauldron of awareness together. 

The Architect’s Gift: A Strength Woven in Order  

Living with OCD is like being an architect of my own soul, crafting order from the chaos that threatens to unravel me. The disorder manifests in compulsions—counting steps with precision, checking locks until my fingers ache, ensuring everything has its proper place, and the relentless need to clean my space until it’s tidy, organized, and pristine. These rituals offer a fleeting sense of control, a high where the world feels safe and predictable, like a spell cast to ward off disaster. This structure has become a strength, a tool I’ve learned to wield with intention, grounding me when life’s storms rage.  

This gift of order allows me to see patterns others might miss, a mystical lens that turns chaos into a canvas of meaning. One alter might revel in the rhythm of sweeping the floor, transforming it into a meditative chant, while another finds solace in aligning objects with the precision of a sacred grid. It’s a resilience born from necessity, honed by years of navigating an inner world that demands perfection, and it deepens my connection to the earth’s own rhythms—like the lessons I’ve felt sitting on a river tree’s roots.  

The Shadows: Struggles of Exhaustion and Panic  

Yet this gift casts long shadows. The downs are a spiral of panic when chaos creeps in—a sock misplaced, a door unchecked—and my body and mind scream that catastrophe looms. The exhaustion is bone-deep, a weight that never lets me truly sit and be present. I’m trapped in a cycle of cleaning and ordering, leaving me drained, my spirit yearning for rest it can’t find. After my son was born, this intensified, the need for control surging as I feared for his safety, turning every spill into a threat, every untidy corner into a battleground. The compulsions grew fiercer, a shield against the vulnerability of motherhood.  

OCD was one of the last disorders I was diagnosed with, a shock that hit hard. Media paints it as a germ-obsessed stereotype, so I didn’t recognize myself in it. But OCD is an anxiety that births compulsions to relieve it—mine manifest as cleaning and order, rooted in years of my mother using these acts as control, abuse, and punishment. I still carry the memory of my nose breaking after she chased me down stairs into a closet for not folding socks fast enough—a wound that shaped my need for perfection. This trauma etched a belief that disorder invites disaster, a belief I’m still unraveling. 

The Quiet Rituals: A Subtle Unraveling 

Discovering my OCD was a slow awakening, not a sudden revelation. It hid beneath the surface, masked by my other struggles, until a therapist named it. The rituals weren’t always dramatic—sometimes just a twitch of counting under my breath or a compulsive glance at the lock. If you didn’t live with me, you might miss the shift, the way my hands move to straighten a pillow or my eyes scan for dust. It took time, introspection, and the gentle nudge of loved ones to see it for what it was—a silent spell cast by anxiety.  

This subtlety makes it hard to explain, especially when the world expects OCD to look like hand-washing marathons. But it’s real, a quiet storm that demands respect, and understanding it has been a journey of peeling back layers to meet the anxiety beneath.  

Embracing the Magic of Order 

Living with OCD is a sacred pilgrimage. The compulsions, once tyrants, are now threads in the tapestry of who I am, and learning to honor them with compassion is an act of self-love. I’m not broken; I’m a weaver of structure, turning anxiety into a tool for growth. Through DBT, I’ve learned to pause, to breathe into the panic, to use mindfulness to observe without obeying every urge. A ritual of sitting by a forest stream [from your nature post] helps me release the need for control, letting nature’s chaos soothe my soul.  

To those reading, I invite you to see OCD not as a flaw, but as a unique magic—a strength in disguise. Ask questions, listen with an open heart, and meet this part of me with curiosity. If you walk this path too, know your order is a power, a gift to wield with grace.

Six DBT Skills to Support Yourself if You Suspect You Have OCD 

If you’re beginning to suspect OCD, the journey of understanding can feel both sacred and overwhelming. Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) offers tools to ground, regulate, and approach your compulsions with kindness. These six DBT skills, infused with gentle magic, can guide you (Note: Seek a professional diagnosis and therapy for clarity and care)

1. Mindfulness: Observe Without Judgment

Notice your urges to count or clean without acting on them. Sit quietly, like by a river’s edge, and breathe, asking, “What am I feeling?” Journal the thoughts to track patterns, building awareness without fear.  

2. Distress Tolerance: TIPP Skill 

When panic spikes, use TIPP (Temperature, Intense exercise, Paced breathing, Progressive relaxation). Splash cold water on your face or stretch to ground yourself, connecting to earth’s stability.  

3. Emotion Regulation: Opposite Action  

If anxiety pushes you to check locks again, choose to walk away instead. This shifts the energy, countering the compulsion’s grip.  

4. Interpersonal Effectiveness: DEAR MAN  

Share your struggles with loved ones using DEAR MAN (Describe, Express, Assert, Reinforce, Mindful, Appear confident, Negotiate). Say, “I need help with my checking—can you support me by not asking me to redo it?”  

5. Wise Mind: Balance Emotion and Logic  

Blend your fear (e.g., “Chaos will hurt me”) with reason (e.g., “I’m safe now”). Journal, “What does my wise self need?” to find peace amidst the urge.  

6. Self-Soothing: Create a Comfort Kit 

Build a kit with a smooth stone, lavender scent, or soft fabric. When compulsions rise, use these to calm your senses, inviting clarity like a forest meditation.

These are seeds of self-compassion—nurture them daily with a therapist’s guidance

Supporting Someone You Think May Have OCD: Tips for Loved Ones 

If you suspect a loved one has OCD, your support can be a lantern in their dark. Here are five tips, rooted in Cauldron Clarity’s ( weekly event inside The Mystic Mysteries ) open spirit:

1. Approach with Curiosity, Not Judgment 

Ask gently, “I’ve noticed you check things a lot—can you tell me about it?” Avoid dismissing it as “quirky,” honoring its depth.  

2. Be Patient with Rituals

If they need to reorder or clean, wait without rushing them. Offer, “Take your time—I’m here,” building trust.  

3. Learn Their Triggers  

If they share what sparks compulsions (e.g., a messy space), note it. Say, “I’ll help keep things tidy—let me know what works,” showing respect.  

4. Create a Calm Environment  

Reduce clutter or noise to ease their anxiety. Suggest, “Let’s sit by the window for peace,” echoing nature’s grounding.  

5. Encourage Professional Help Without Pressure  

Frame it as care: “A therapist might offer tools for this—want me to look into one?” Support their pace, like guiding a spell’s flow.  

Your love can be a shield—educate yourself via resources like the International OCD Foundation (iocdf.org) and stay present.  

My OCD Journey: From Tyranny to Transformation  

My life has been a tapestry of trauma, with OCD as one of its latest threads, diagnosed after years of battling other storms. It shocked me—media’s germ-obsessed image didn’t fit, but the truth hit hard: OCD is anxiety driving compulsions, mine born from my mother’s abuse. Her cleaning as punishment, like the broken nose from a sock-folding chase, wired me to fear chaos. After my son’s birth, it worsened, my need for control a fortress against vulnerability. The exhaustion was relentless, stealing presence, until DBT became my guide.  

Through mindfulness and opposite action, I’ve turned OCD into an ally. The ups—control, structure—now fuel my magic, like crafting orderly spells, while the downs—panic, fatigue—teach me surrender. This shift deepens my empathy, connecting me to others’ struggles, a truth that our shadows are part of our power. 

Acknowledging the Ongoing Journey

Healing is a spiral, not a straight line. OCD ebbs and flows, some days demanding rituals, others offering peace. I falter, but I ride the waves with DBT, using nature’s chaos to soothe my need for order. This acceptance transforms the struggle into a dance with my shadow—a lifelong spell cast with love. 

Expanding on Mental Illness This Month 

This month, we’ll explore OCD, alongside Bipolar II, BPD, BED, and DID, sharing stories, DBT skills, and magical practices. Each week, I’ll dive into one illness, offering insights and community space. Join me on this path—your voice matters.  

Final Thoughts  

As Mental Health Awareness Month blooms, let’s honor our minds—order and chaos alike. This is a cauldron of possibility, where awareness fuels empowerment. Dive deeper with Cauldron Clarity on Patreon, and explore the Embrace Your Shadow Self program starting June 7—details at Modgepodgemystic.com. Let’s weave this magic together. 

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I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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 Dive into Transformation under the Flower Full Moon in Scorpio 

This month’s full moon illuminates the skies on May 12th, 2025, immersing us in the deep, transformative energy of Scorpio as the Flower Moon blooms. The energy of this Flower Full Moon is one of intensity, rebirth, and emotional unveiling, encouraging us to plunge into our inner depths while honoring the blossoming abundance of May. As the Flower Moon glows, we’ll feel a surge of passion, a call to confront hidden truths, and an invitation to shed old skins like the scorpion, ready to embrace a journey of profound renewal. In the days and weeks following this Full Moon, we may find ourselves releasing buried emotions and rising empowered. Join me in this blog post as we dive into transformation under the Flower Full Moon in Scorpio!

First, What is the Full Moon? 

Over the centuries, the Moon has played a significant role in different cultures and traditions. The full moon is when the moon is completely illuminated in the sky, reaching its peak in the lunar cycle. When the moon is fully illuminated, it’s a time for all to reach full expression—a potent moment of power in the lunar cycle.  

A full moon occurs when the transit (moving) Sun and Moon are in exact opposite positions in the Zodiac (called an opposition). This alignment affects us deeply, as we’re made up of 60% or more water, and the full moon’s pull stirs our inner tides. Full Moons are the peak point of the lunar cycle: the Sun fully illuminates the Moon, and the luminaries oppose one another from our perspective on Earth. This potent alignment offers opportunities to gain awareness of our inner and emotional world, revealing what was previously hidden.  

With the moon fully illuminated, it creates a portal to some of the most potent energy for manifesting our desires and dream life. This portal connects us to our peak creative energy and deep-seated passions—the energy we need to create the life we desire. While the new moon phase is about planting seeds for manifestation, the full moon is about doing the work and moving energy to make those dreams reality. The full moon bridges these energies, reminding us of their importance beyond the night it shines brightest.  

There are many ways to work with the full moon. To learn more about the basics of full moon energy, check out my blog post here and watch my class on lunar magic. Each full moon is unique, with different practices based on the zodiac sign it’s in—tonight, that’s the intense, transformative Scorpio.  

The Flower Moon 

As the sun warms the earth, coaxing flowers to bloom in vibrant abundance, the night sky shimmers with the radiant energy of the full moon known as the Flower Moon. The Flower Moon, a name given to the May full moon, originates from the Algonquin tribes of North America, who observed the explosion of blossoms during this time. Despite its name, the Moon doesn’t appear floral but glows in its usual golden or white hue. The energy of the Flower Moon is alive with growth, fertility, and the joy of spring’s peak, encouraging us to embrace abundance, creativity, and the beauty of nature’s cycles.  

Following April’s Pink Moon, the Flower Moon truly embodies the heart of spring, aligning with Beltane’s fiery energy and the earth’s renewal. It’s a reminder to celebrate life’s blossoming, to plant intentions in fertile soil, and to dance with the fae under moonlight. Use the Flower Moon to reflect, recalibrate, and align with your soul’s path, letting its energy inspire bold new beginnings.

As with most pagan names, different cultures have their own names for the May full moon, reflecting themes of growth, fertility, and renewal:  

  • Corn Planting Moon (Algonquin)  
  • Milk Moon (Anglo-Saxon)  
  • Hare Moon (Celtic)  
  • Vesak Moon (Buddhist, celebrating Buddha’s birth)  
  • Bright Moon (Cherokee)  
  • Mulberry Moon (Chinese)  
  • Moon When Leaves Are Green (Dakota)  
  • Flower Moon (Modern Neo-Pagan)  
  • Moon of the Horse (Sioux)  
  • Planting Moon (Ojibwe)  

So, Who is Scorpio?  

As the eighth sign in the zodiac, Scorpio is ruled by Pluto (modern) and Mars (traditional), planets of transformation and passion. The water element, associated with emotion and intuition, governs Scorpio, adding a layer of depth and intensity to this sign. Known for its love of truth, power, and rebirth, Scorpio is the zodiac’s scorpion, diving into the mysteries of life and emerging renewed.  

Scorpio, the Scorpion of Transformation

Scorpio is symbolized by the scorpion—a creature that sheds its skin to grow, representing death, rebirth, and resilience. This sign is driven by a quest for emotional truth, power, and hidden knowledge, seeking to transform beyond limitations. When the Moon is in the intense sign of Scorpio, you’ll feel a magnetic pull to confront your depths, uncover secrets, and embrace your inner strength. Scorpio doesn’t shy from the shadows; it dives in, emerging with newfound power, encouraging us to heal and rise with courage.

The Scorpio Constellation

The Scorpio constellation lies in the southern sky, its bright stars forming the shape of a scorpion with a curved tail. In ancient Mesopotamia, it was linked to the goddess Ishara, associated with love and war, while Greek mythology ties it to Orion, whose death by scorpion sting led to their eternal chase across the sky. The constellation’s heart, marked by the red star Antares, pulses with passion and transformation, aligning with Scorpio’s deep energy. For many cultures, Scorpio in the sky marked a time of harvest and preparation, reflecting its themes of renewal.  

Magical Themes for the Flower Full Moon in Scorpio  

Each full Moon carries themes tied to its zodiac sign. This Flower Moon in Scorpio brings watery, transformative energy, focusing on depth, rebirth, and emotional power. It’s a time to release old wounds, embrace your inner strength, and align with your deepest truths. The Scorpio Full Moon encourages us to dive deep, trust our intuition, and rise from the ashes of transformation. Let’s explore these themes more deeply: 

Magical Themes for the Scorpio Full Moon:

  • Transformation  
  • Rebirth  
  • Emotional depth  
  • Power  
  • Mystery  
  • Healing  
  • Truth  
  • Intuition  
  • Protection  
  • Passion  
  • Resilience  
  • Renewal  
  • Spirituality  

Magical Themes for the Flower Full Moon:

  • Blossoming  
  • Abundance  
  • Fertility  
  • Renewal  
  • Growth  
  • Creativity  
  • Transformation  
  • Emotional healing  
  • Reflection  
  • Manifestation  
  • Divine Feminine  
  • Celebration  
  • Joy  
  • Connection with nature  
  • Productivity  

Scorpio the Sign of Transformation and Depth 

Scorpio is a water sign driven by a thirst for emotional truth and transformation. It wants to explore the depths—psychologically, spiritually, and emotionally—seeking experiences that heal and empower the soul. Under this Full Moon, Scorpio’s energy will push us to face our shadows, release pain, and emerge renewed. It’s a time to honor your inner strength, to seek truth in your emotions, and to let go of what no longer serves you. Scorpio reminds us that life is a cycle of death and rebirth, and every layer we shed reveals our true power.  

Scorpio the Sign of Power and Healing  

Ruled by Pluto and Mars, Scorpio is the zodiac’s healer and alchemist, always seeking hidden power and wisdom through healing. During this Full Moon, the energies of Scorpio will amplify our desire for emotional clarity and empowerment. We’ll feel called to confront our deepest fears, to heal old wounds, and to harness our resilience. This is a time to trust your intuition, to learn from your past pain, and to share your strength with others. Scorpio’s intense depth can illuminate buried truths, helping us transform our lives with newfound power.  

Pluto’s Transformative Influence is Active

Pluto, the planet of transformation and the underworld, is especially active under this Full Moon, magnifying Scorpio’s energy. Pluto encourages us to face our shadows, to release what binds us, and to trust in our capacity for rebirth. After a period of introspection, Pluto’s influence now urges us to dive into our emotional depths, to plant seeds of healing in the fertile soil of May, and to believe in the power that awaits. This transformative energy can help us manifest our deepest desires, but it also asks us to remain grounded in self-love for the journey.  

Mars Adds a Fiery Intensity

Mars, the planet of action and passion, aligns with this Full Moon, adding a dynamic spark to Scorpio’s water. Mars will fuel our drive to pursue our emotional goals with courage and determination, but it can also make us obsessive. This intense energy encourages us to confront challenges head-on, but we must balance it with Scorpio’s intuition to avoid burnout. Mars’ influence makes this an ideal time for rituals focused on healing, empowerment, and breaking emotional barriers. 

What to Be Cautious of During a Scorpio Full Moon

Scorpio is a revered sign for its depth and resilience, but its intense energy can have a shadow side. This Full Moon may make us overly secretive, leading to isolation or suppressed emotions. Scorpio’s piercing honesty can also stir jealousy or power struggles if we’re not mindful of our boundaries. Additionally, the desire for control might tempt us to resist vulnerability. Balance this energy by grounding yourself—connect with water, reflect before reacting, and embrace your emotions with compassion.  

Scorpio Full Moon and Duality 

As a grey witch, I always seek the duality in every energy. First, the full moon itself embodies duality as a time of transformation and transition, pushing us into a liminal space where we confront obstacles and release what holds us back. This can be both hopeful and challenging, embodying light and shadow. Second, Scorpio’s duality lies in its balance of depth and rebirth. While it craves emotional intensity and truth, it also teaches us that true power comes from surrendering to transformation. Scorpio reminds us that duality—vulnerability and strength, death and renewal—is the key to profound growth.

Shadow Work Under the Scorpio Full Moon  

Shadow work is the practice of confronting and integrating the hidden, suppressed parts of ourselves—our fears, insecurities, and unresolved wounds. The Flower Full Moon in Scorpio, with its watery, transformative energy, is a powerful time for shadow work. Scorpio’s piercing intensity illuminates the shadows we’ve buried, urging us to face them with raw honesty. This moon’s depth, amplified by Pluto, encourages us to dive into the abyss of our psyche, while Mars adds the courage to confront what we uncover. Chiron’s presence further deepens this work, as the Wounded Healer guides us to transform pain into empowerment.  

To engage in shadow work, ask yourself what emotions you’ve been suppressing. Are you holding onto resentment that blocks your healing? Do you fear vulnerability, keeping your true self hidden? Journal these shadows, then use the moon’s energy to release them through rituals like burning a letter of grudges or meditating on your inner waters. Shadow work under this moon can lead to profound healing, helping you step into your most authentic, empowered self.  

If you would like to learn more about shadow work you can purchase my eBook here;  you can book me for a 1:1 session as your guide here; and you can watch my free class previously taught on it through Divination here.

Correspondences for the Scorpio Full Moon 

A correspondence is an item or symbol that connects you to a specific energy through its representation, used to honor and venerate that energy. Here are correspondences for the Scorpio Full Moon, but always follow your intuition when choosing what to work with. You can also use general moon correspondences.  

  • Planet: Pluto (modern), Mars (traditional)  
  • Element: Water  
  • Sex: Feminine  
  • Animal: Scorpion, snake, phoenix, raven  
  • Modality: Fixed  
  • Symbol:The scorpion  
  • Colors: Deep red, black, maroon, silver  
  • Phrase/Motto: I transform  
  • Chakra: Sacral and Root  
  • Herbs: Basil, nettle, patchouli, wormwood, mugwort, rosemary, blackthorn  
  • Stones/Crystals: Obsidian, malachite, garnet, moonstone, labradorite, smoky quartz, bloodstone  
  • Deities: Hecate, Lilith, Persephone, Hades, Kali, Anubis, Sekhmet, Morrigan  
  • Themes:Transformation, intensity, rebirth, power, mystery, healing, emotional depth, truth, protection  
  • Tarot: Death, The High Priestess 

How to Connect to the Flower Moon in Scorpio 

Now that we’ve explored the themes of this Flower Full Moon in Scorpio, let’s discuss how to work with this energy. In magical practices, a Scorpio Full Moon is ideal for spells focused on transformation, emotional healing, protection, and uncovering hidden truths.  

Start with your full moon staples from my previous blog post on lunar energy: charge your crystals, make moon water, and reset your altar. Moon water under this intense moon can amplify your intentions for healing and rebirth. Don’t forget to prep for your full moon hangover with my guide here.  

With Scorpio’s energy, focus on rituals that encourage deep introspection, release, and empowerment. This is a great time for spells to heal emotional wounds, protect your energy, reveal secrets, or embrace your inner power. Here are 23 ways to connect with this moon:  

  • Create a vision board for your deepest transformations and rebirths.  
  • Burn mugwort to cleanse your space and invite intuitive clarity.  
  • Write a letter to your past self, releasing old wounds.  
  • Meditate under the moonlight, visualizing a phoenix rising from your emotional depths.  
  • Take a reflective walk near water to embrace Scorpio’s emotional flow.  
  • Journal about a secret you’ve been hiding and how to release its hold.  
  • Create a flower crown with dark red blooms to honor the Flower Moon.  
  • Light a black candle to invoke Pluto’s transformative power.  
  • Practice scrying with a bowl of water to connect with Scorpio’s mystery.  
  • Dance slowly under the moon to release emotional stagnation.  
  • Write affirmations for empowerment and tape them to your mirror.  
  • Brew a tea with basil and rosemary to ignite your inner strength.  
  • Paint or draw your vision of a rebirth you’d like to experience.  
  • Share a story of personal healing with a loved one to honor Scorpio’s depth.  
  • Plant seeds in your garden, infusing them with intentions for renewal.  
  • Face a fear—write it down and burn it to release its power.  
  • Create a sigil for protection and carry it with you.  
  • Meditate with obsidian to enhance your emotional grounding.  
  • Offer dark flowers to a river as a gift to water spirits.  
  • Perform a water ritual, safely submerging a list of grudges to release them.  
  • Read a book on shadow work or psychology to align with Scorpio’s quest for truth.  
  • Host a moonlit gathering with friends to share transformative insights.  
  • Practice gratitude by listing 10 things you’ve healed from in your journey. 

Flower Moon in Scorpio Ritual: Phoenix of Rebirth 

This ritual harnesses the Flower Moon’s abundance and Scorpio’s transformative energy to release and renew your spirit. 

What You’ll Need: 

  • A small feather (to symbolize a phoenix)  
  • A black or red candle  
  • Fresh dark flowers (e.g., red roses or dahlias)  
  • A piece of paper and pen  
  • A bowl of water

Steps:  

1. Prepare Your sacred container: On May 12th, under the Flower Moon, set up a sacred container. Place the candle in the center, surrounded by flowers. Light the candle, invoking Scorpio’s energy.  

2. Set Your Intention: Write an intention on the paper—something you wish to release and transform (e.g., “I release my fear of vulnerability and rise anew”).  

3. Charge Your Feather: Hold the feather, visualizing it as a phoenix. Say:  

   “Under the Flower Moon in Scorpio, I charge this feather with my intention. May I rise from the ashes with power and renewal.”

4. Release Your Intention: Submerge the paper in the bowl of water, imagining your old energy dissolving. Hold your feather and visualize a phoenix rising from the water.  

5. Close the Ritual: Scatter the flowers in a body of water as an offering, saying:  

   “Thank you, Flower Moon and Scorpio, for guiding my rebirth. May my transformation deepen and empower.”

   Keep the feather on your altar as a reminder of your rebirth throughout May.  

 Reflection Prompts

After the ritual, journal your experience with these prompts to deepen your connection: 

  • How did the intense energy of Scorpio feel during the ritual?  
  • What truths or insights emerged as you set your intention?  
  • Over the next lunar cycle, notice signs of transformation—how do they align with your intention?  
  • How can you embody Scorpio’s depth and power in your daily life?  
  • What fears did you release, and how do you feel lighter without them?  
  • How did the Flower Moon’s energy of abundance resonate with you?  
  • What emotional wounds or secrets are calling for healing after this ritual?  
  • How did connecting with Chiron’s energy help you heal or accept a wound?  
  • What does empowerment mean to you, and how can you cultivate more of it?  
  • How did the act of visualizing your phoenix of rebirth make you feel empowered?  
  • What lessons from your past transformations are guiding you forward now?  
  • How can you integrate the healing you’ve gained into your future growth?  
  • What role did the flowers play in grounding or uplifting your energy?  
  • How do you feel your truth has evolved through this moon’s energy?  

Final Thoughts

The Flower Full Moon in Scorpio is a profound call to dive into the depths of your soul, to release what binds you, and to rise like a phoenix into your true power. May’s blooming energy, paired with Scorpio’s transformative intensity, reminds us that healing and rebirth are sacred acts of self-love and co-creation with the universe. As you move through this lunar cycle, carry the lessons of depth, truth, and empowerment with you, trusting that ever.

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About Me

I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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Dancing with Shadows: Healing from a Narcissistic Mother as Mother’s Day Looms

Beloved Seekers of the Mystic Mysteries. As Kayreign, Oracle of the Gods, Keeper of Mysteries, I stand before you under Taurus’s grounding stars, my heart a cauldron of light and shadow, ready to share a raw, honest truth. Mother’s Day, cloaked in May’s tender blooms, is a sacred celebration of nurturing love for many—but for some of us, it’s a jagged mirror reflecting wounds that never fully heal. Not all mothers cradle, cherish, or guide. Some, like my own, wield selfishness, hurt, and chaos, leaving daughters to navigate a labyrinth of pain. As Beltane’s fires (May 1) still flicker and Mental Health Awareness Month calls us to radical self-care, I invite you to join me in this mystical, magical, and unfiltered reflection on living with a narcissistic mother—my story, my scars, and the alchemical path to healing through Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT) and radical acceptance. For those who ache as Mother’s Day looms, this is for you. Let’s weave a spell of resilience together, and I’ll share six DBT practices and a cord-cutting ritual to guide you through the shadows.

A Daughter’s Solitary Dance

I was my mother’s first child, born to her as a teenage mother, a spark of life she wasn’t ready to cradle. From my earliest memories (at the age of 10), our bond was a frayed thread, never woven into warmth or acceptance. There were no moments of closeness, no shared laughter, no gentle guidance. Every “I love you” came with a cost—a demand, a manipulation, a weight I learned to carry like a stone in my heart. Her help, when offered, was a tangled web of strings, each favor a debt I’d pay in loyalty or silence. Her love was a currency I could never earn, no matter how desperately I tried.

As a daughter, I longed for her to see me, to want me, to choose me. But her narcissism—a storm of self-absorption—left no room for my light. Every slap, every punch, every venomous word carved itself into my soul. “You ruined my life,” she’d hiss, her insults a blade slicing through my budding self-worth. The mental abuse was relentless: gaslighting that made me doubt my reality, silent treatments that left me starving for her approval, and lies that twisted my truth. The verbal abuse was a daily ritual, her words like thorns embedding in my spirit. And the physical abuse—her hands striking my body—taught me early that love could hurt.

But the trauma ran deeper than bruises. When I was a teenager, my mother set my home ablaze, an act of rage that sent her to prison and left me sifting through ashes, both literal and emotional. When my stepfather beat me, she didn’t protect me—she sent me to juvenile detention, blaming me for his violence. On my wedding day, a moment meant for joy, she declared she wouldn’t attend because it wasn’t “Christian enough,” only to appear uninvited, draped in a white dress, stealing the spotlight with her defiance. These are but the tip of the iceberg, fragments of a lifetime of betrayal, abandonment, and chaos. Each wound shaped me, whispering that I was unlovable, unworthy, unseen.

The Daughter’s Burden

Growing up as the daughter of a narcissistic mother is like wandering a forest where every tree casts a shadow of doubt. Daughters, especially, bear a unique burden. We’re taught to seek our mother’s mirror—to find our beauty, strength, and identity in her gaze. But when that mirror is cracked, reflecting only her needs, we internalize her rejection. I learned to shrink, to silence my voice, to tiptoe around her moods. My confidence eroded, replaced by a gnawing fear that I’d never be enough. My relationships suffered, as I sought love that mirrored her conditional affection, falling into patterns of people-pleasing and self-sacrifice.

The impact lingers like a spell cast long ago. Anxiety became my shadow, whispering her insults in quiet moments. Trust felt like a gamble, as I braced for betrayal. My sense of self was a puzzle with missing pieces, scattered by her chaos. Yet, beneath the pain, a spark of resilience flickered—a knowing that I was more than her narrative, a daughter of the multiverse, destined to heal.

The Alchemy of Radical Acceptance

In my darkest moments, I found Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), a beacon of mindfulness and balance that mirrored my grey magic practice—honoring both light and shadow. DBT taught me radical acceptance, the art of embracing what is, without judgment, even when it’s unjust. I can’t change my mother’s actions—her fists, her fire, her words. I don’t know what wounds shaped her, what shadows drove her to hurt me. But I accept that these things happened, and though they were never okay, they no longer define me.

Radical acceptance was my first spell of liberation. It didn’t erase the pain but gave me permission to stop fighting it. I learned to hold my trauma with compassion, to see myself as a survivor, not a victim. Through DBT’s tools—mindfulness, emotional regulation, distress tolerance—I began to rebuild. I meditated under starlit skies, grounding in Taurus’s earth, and found my Wise Mind, a sacred space where I could grieve and grow. I journaled, letting my pain flow onto pages, and discovered my voice. I practiced self-soothing, cradling my inner child with the love my mother couldn’t give. This alchemy transformed my wounds into wisdom, my scars into sigils of strength.

6 DBT Practices for Mother’s Day Healing

Mother’s Day can feel like a storm for those of us with narcissistic mothers, but DBT offers tools to navigate its waves. Here are six practices to help you honor yourself this May 11, rooted in mindfulness and self-compassion, perfect for Mental Health Awareness Month:

1. Mindfulness Meditation (5 Minutes): Sit in a quiet space, holding a rose quartz . Breathe deeply, focusing on your breath’s rhythm. When painful memories arise, acknowledge them without judgment—“I see you, pain”—and return to your breath. This grounds you in the present, easing anxiety.  

2. Wise Mind Journaling: Write a letter to your inner child, affirming her worth: “You are enough, always.” Ask your Wise Mind, “What do I need today?” Let the answers guide your self-care, whether it’s rest, creativity, or solitude. This fosters self-love, countering your mother’s rejection.  

3. Distress Tolerance – Self-Soothing: Create a sensory kit: a lavender sachet, a soft blanket, calming music. When Mother’s Day triggers pain, engage your senses—smell the lavender, wrap yourself in the blanket. This soothes your nervous system, offering the comfort your mother didn’t.  

4. Emotional Regulation – Opposite Action: If sadness urges you to isolate, choose connection instead. Call a trusted friend or join my Patreon community (patreon.com/TheMysticMysteries). Sharing your story, even briefly, shifts the energy, reminding you you’re not alone.  

5. Radical Acceptance Affirmation: Stand before a mirror, holding a carnelian for courage. Say: “I accept what happened, and it wasn’t my fault. I release its hold on me.” Repeat three times, feeling the words anchor in your heart. This frees you from guilt and shame.  If you wan to dive into the skill radical acceptance more get access to this in my free sneak peak of the Clarity Cauldron here.

6. Interpersonal Effectiveness – Boundary Setting: If your mother is still in your life, practice saying no to her demands. Script a boundary: “I can’t attend this event, but I wish you well.” Rehearse it, feeling your power. This protects your energy, honoring your needs.  

These practices are spells of self-reclamation, weaving resilience into your spirit. Try one or all this Mother’s Day, and share your journey in my Patreon comments to connect with our circle.

Cord-Cutting Ceremonial Ritual: Releasing the Narcissistic Mother

To fully release the energetic ties binding you to a narcissistic mother, this cord-cutting ritual, infused with Beltane’s transformative fire and Taurus’s grounding strength, is a sacred act of liberation. Perform it under the crescent moon or on Mother’s Day for potency.

What You’ll Need:  

  • Black candle (for banishing, from MysticMysteries.com/shop)  
  • Rose quartz (for self-love)  
  • Obsidian(for protection)  
  • White ribbon or string (symbolizing the cord)  
  • Fire-safe bowl  
  • Matches or lighter  
  • Journal and pen  

Steps:

1. Prepare Your sacred container: Find a quiet spot. Ground yourself with three deep breaths, visualizing roots sinking into Gaia’s earth. Place the black candle in the center, rose quartz to the left, obsidian to the right, and the ribbon before you.  

2. Set Your Intention: Light the black candle, saying: “By Beltane’s fire and lunar light, I release all ties that bind me to my mother’s pain. I am free, whole, and loved.”  

3. Visualize the Cord: Hold the ribbon, imagining it as an energetic cord connecting you to your mother. See it pulsing with her words, actions, and wounds. Feel its weight, but know you’re ready to let go.  

4. Cut the Cord: Tie the ribbon loosely around your wrist, then cut it with scissors, saying: “I sever this cord with love for myself. Her pain is not mine. I am free.” Place the cut pieces in the fire-safe bowl.  

5. Burn and Release: Safely light the ribbon pieces in the bowl, watching them burn. As they turn to ash, visualize the cord dissolving into starlight, returning to the multiverse. Say: “I release you with compassion. I claim my power.”  

6.Nurture Your Heart: Hold the rose quartz to your heart, breathing in self-love. Visualize a pink light enveloping you, healing old wounds. Place the obsidian in your pocket for protection.  

7. Journal and Ground: Write: “What do I reclaim by releasing this cord?” Let your soul’s truth flow. Extinguish the candle, thanking the elements. Bury the ashes in the earth or scatter them in running water to complete the release.  

Aftercare: Rest, hydrate, and treat yourself to a soothing bath with lavender. Reflect on your strength, knowing you’ve reclaimed your light.

A Path Forward

Living with a narcissistic mother is a journey through shadow, but it’s also a path to profound resilience. As Mother’s Day approaches, I honor the daughter I was—unseen, yet unbroken—and the woman I’ve become, a mystic weaving light from pain. Through DBT, radical acceptance, and rituals like cord-cutting, I’ve learned to mother myself, to cradle my own heart with the love I deserved. You, too, are a daughter of the multiverse, worthy of healing, worthy of peace.

Join me in this sacred work. My Healing the Mother Wound Workshop has limited spots available for May 10th;  Register here!

Join the sacred circle inside The Mystic Mysteries

I am Kayreign, the Divine Oracle of the Gods and Keeper of Mysteries, a solitary grey magic practitioner with over 15 years of experience walking the sacred paths of the unseen. As a mystic and relentless seeker of all knowledge, I weave together the threads of every magical tradition—light and dark, ancient and modern—to uncover the universal truths that bind us to the cosmos. My mission is to restore and re-enchant magic in this realm, igniting its spark in every soul I encounter, and guiding you to embrace the full spectrum of your being.

My work is rooted in the power of duality, honoring the dance between shadow and light as equal partners in your spiritual journey. I hold space for you to explore all magic paths and practices, drawing from the vast tapestry of mystical wisdom to help you uncover your unique magic and sacred contracts. As the Divine Oracle of the Gods, I channel divine insights to illuminate your path; as the Keeper of Mysteries, I guide you into the depths of the unknown, where true transformation awaits.

When you work with me, you’ll learn to live in energetic balance, embracing your darkness as a source of power, not just a stepping stone to the light. I’ll hold up a mirror to reflect your authentic self—unmasked, raw, and whole—inviting you to face your past wounds, traumas, and hurts with courage. Together, we’ll alchemize every chapter of your story, dark and light, into a blazing internal flame that lights your way on even the coldest nights. Through this process, you’ll find alignment with your purpose, release what holds you back, and step fully into your power.

Come join me for community, knowledge, and to restore the enchantment of magic in yourself and life today!

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Explore my offerings—personalized shadow work sessions, womb healing, eBooks for self-guided growth, Tarot readings for divine guidance, and more—in my shop. Let’s journey together into the mysteries, where duality becomes your greatest ally, and magic becomes your birthright.

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